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aponia

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Tuesday Jun 13, 2006

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Yeah I know...same damn songs....but this will remind me I need to listen to Last.fm more so I can actually update my little roster.

Anyway. Two interviews this morning. I should take a shower in a few and start getting ready, but bah....thats in a few. I haven't gone on one in awhile....I feel like an idiot. I used to be really good at them, now I'm like "what do you mean by future goals...doesn't drinking on Friday night count?"

And I know...peircings out, tattoos covered, hair...well....I'll try my best. I just hate pretending I'm this normal dumb yuppie fuck, and I hate begging for work. It sucks. I'm a hard worker, I get shit done, I'd even do manual labor if it was called for, but I hate the big dance leading up to employment. Its all crap.

Damn...I look at the little pink calendars next to my blog while I type and I realize...man...I've become a slacker with my posts. I guess I just haven't had much to say. I've been just quiet in general. I spent years talking to everyone and anyone....now I can barely hold a conversation before I want to run and hide. Weird.

And two quick reviews:
Deadwood Season Three Premiere....
Fucking awesome! The first episode of the season always feels kind of erratic, they have so many characters to catch up on. And I'm practically distraught over the looming cancelation. HBO is run by fucktards. But yes...show....good. I like this town versus Hearst thing. Swearngen has the biggest balls ever. Just....good tv. plain and simple.

The New World...
Its beautiful and quiet and the cinematography was breathtaking. And even though I really dislike Colin Farrel he was actually good. I'm still perplexed how this didn't win one Academy Award or even get nominated for film of the year...or director of the year. If you liked the Thin Red Line you will like this. They're very similar to each other.


Ok...now I have to get ready. i'm taking clothes to change into at work, because I lift too many boxes and crap to mess up my "interview clothes". I'm nervous and tired, which is making me cranky.

Wish me luck!
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apocalypse_dude:
good use of the word Fucktard in a sentence.

just in case you go clothesshopping for me,
remember the only shirts i'll where with a name on them is either jesus christ or harley davidson.
dont forget!
Jun 14, 2006
teena:
hey how did the interviews go? i have only applied for that job with comcast and they never called.....but if i don't get the week off i want in august then i am giving my notice and will quit in august anyway. thats one way to get motivated i guess.....

your husbands rules on shirt buying is great. boys are so fun. tongue
Jun 14, 2006

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