You know whats irony....
I've felt kind of introverted as of late. I don't want to talk to anyone. I spend most of my days at work sitting alone knitting. (well, when there's not real work to be done). But in the back of my head I feel so lonely it kills. Because those were the exact moments I'd call my mom and ask her about her flowers, and how her day was going, and what she had for lunch. So all I think about is how much I miss her and those really mundane phone conversations and I feel even less like talking.
You'd think after 7 months the lump in my throat and late night crying sessions would end, but they haven't.
Is anything ever going to go back to "normal"? Will I ever feel like talking again?
I don't know. I just don't.
Its hard to be optimistic and hopeful when your number one cheering section left.
Sorry for the mopey post.
maybe something happy soon? maybe?
I've felt kind of introverted as of late. I don't want to talk to anyone. I spend most of my days at work sitting alone knitting. (well, when there's not real work to be done). But in the back of my head I feel so lonely it kills. Because those were the exact moments I'd call my mom and ask her about her flowers, and how her day was going, and what she had for lunch. So all I think about is how much I miss her and those really mundane phone conversations and I feel even less like talking.
You'd think after 7 months the lump in my throat and late night crying sessions would end, but they haven't.
Is anything ever going to go back to "normal"? Will I ever feel like talking again?
I don't know. I just don't.
Its hard to be optimistic and hopeful when your number one cheering section left.
Sorry for the mopey post.
maybe something happy soon? maybe?
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i told your boy that you both should come on Monday....i'll even make you one of my delicious strawberry frozen margaritas!