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Sunday Feb 26, 2006

Feb 26, 2006
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I've decided tommorrow, or Tuesday, will be me entry with all my Vegas happenings.

Right now...I don't know, I feel old suddenly. Well, not completely. I feel like a dumb kid most of the time. Like i'm still in high school. But then I try to read things that are supposedly "hip and girl powered" and it makes me feel very old suddenly. Like society at large looks at me a bit cock-eyed because I don't have a typical job, I don't own a suit, I don't spend buttloads of money on fancy meals, etc..
But then I go and try to read articles for rebellious people like me and they're just too stupid and too shallow and they make me feel ancient.

I'm so confused.
Like this site for instance. I like it, but with each passing month I'm beginning to feel older and older. Sure, there's creepy old men all over the dang place, but all the SG's are getting younger and younger. Groups...same thing. And its nice for them to have somewhere to go...but I just don't really feel like I want to hang out with 23 year olds (except a few of you, and you know who you are) at this point in my life, you know?

And I won't even begin to get into what I think of bust magazine. I'm really beginning to LOATHE it! It just seems like its full of fluff....and its obviously written by gals who are in their 30's trying desperately to hang on to their 20's. I mean...ick. If I wanted mindless fluff disguised to look like a girl enpowerment mag I'd read Jane or something equally as ridiculous. I think this will be the last of my subscriptions. Its been a fun ride Bust but I've obviously out grown you. And just so you know, the 80's are SO over!

So, yeah...i'm a little cranky.
oh...and one quick last thing thats been up my craw lately....knitting. I love it. you all know I love it. And boy howdy can I talk about it to no end. But I like other things too. Like music and politics and tv and movies. So I do enjoy discussing other things from time to time. So why do most other knitting girls I meet only want to talk about their hobby and thats it? I mean...you girls are giving the rest of us a bad name. Please...find some other interesting things to talk about...its called being well-rounded.

Ok...I think everything has escaped my craw. I feel better now.
Vegas stories to come soon.

VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
sculptor666:
there's just no excuse for ignorace or apathy anymore. the next show i'm going to is anal cunt on the 17th... which i think is at the balcony.

dude, i just read this:

- shots fired to celebrate New Year's

i lived at 30th and girard on new years, 1996-7. shots like orchestrated fireworks on every side... then the electricity went out. i tried calling 911. it was busy. twice.

that there's a coincidence.
Feb 28, 2006
twotoner:
Hey, I feel old too. It happens.

I don't have a typical job either. Kinda like it that way...

SG is crawling with really creepy old guys. Look for my rant about that real soon.

And F you for not talking to people in their 20s! wink

Updated to say: You saw Q and didn't brag about it on here? Shame on you!

ARRR!!!

[Edited on Mar 01, 2006 12:27AM]
Feb 28, 2006

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