oh jeez. Yes yes yes...will get back to everyone sooner then later.
I've just been a big bundle of emotions later. Like sobbing into my pillow kind of bundle. I don't know whats going on...I've just been a freakin crying fountain lately.
But I won't get into that, because I need time off the Expresso Depresso.
I got my new earrings in. They are lovely 0g amber twists. Dark at the top and light on the bottom. Just absolutely lovely. I'm hoping they don't rip my ears to shreds while I put them in. I've been ynaking on them for weeks. They seems quite strechy.
This weekend I have very little planned. I want to knit and knit and knit and then knit some more. My wedding shawl is half way done. I want to get the Clapotis from Knitty done before our trip too, which I have yet to start. I finally bought the bamboo needles I needed for the trip, the yarn and patterns are sitting to the side waiting to be packed. I'm insanely efficient when it comes to my knitting, its sick!
I also got in a pattern and yarn to do this: Sweet Mary Jane Cardigan. Yes, I work in a yarn store and get all the discounted yarn I could shake a stick at, but i just couldn't pass this up. I'm doing it in Vineyard. The lace weight merino feels soft as a lamb.
What else what else....work is going smoothly. I still have no idea what my status is, but I do know she trusts me alot, which for now makes me feel safe in the position I currently hold. Plus, I'm teaching two beginner's classes, which is kind of a pain in the ass, but it pays well, even better then working. And money is money...
Tee hee....i'm teaching people to knit...its just funny. Would you trust my face?
I can't believe I'm getting married in two weeks. Thats just crazy. Just insane.
I haven't told my dad yet. I know, I know...i'm being stupid anf putting off the inevitable, but I just have this feeling its going to go badly. And I want my wedding to be happy. There's enough sadness flaoting around already, I don't need my one remaining parent to be mad at me. It just would be more then I could bare.
Lack of family makes me feel very lonely.
wait....i promised myself no depressing posts...grr.
oh well, maybe next time.
I've just been a big bundle of emotions later. Like sobbing into my pillow kind of bundle. I don't know whats going on...I've just been a freakin crying fountain lately.
But I won't get into that, because I need time off the Expresso Depresso.
I got my new earrings in. They are lovely 0g amber twists. Dark at the top and light on the bottom. Just absolutely lovely. I'm hoping they don't rip my ears to shreds while I put them in. I've been ynaking on them for weeks. They seems quite strechy.
This weekend I have very little planned. I want to knit and knit and knit and then knit some more. My wedding shawl is half way done. I want to get the Clapotis from Knitty done before our trip too, which I have yet to start. I finally bought the bamboo needles I needed for the trip, the yarn and patterns are sitting to the side waiting to be packed. I'm insanely efficient when it comes to my knitting, its sick!
I also got in a pattern and yarn to do this: Sweet Mary Jane Cardigan. Yes, I work in a yarn store and get all the discounted yarn I could shake a stick at, but i just couldn't pass this up. I'm doing it in Vineyard. The lace weight merino feels soft as a lamb.
What else what else....work is going smoothly. I still have no idea what my status is, but I do know she trusts me alot, which for now makes me feel safe in the position I currently hold. Plus, I'm teaching two beginner's classes, which is kind of a pain in the ass, but it pays well, even better then working. And money is money...
Tee hee....i'm teaching people to knit...its just funny. Would you trust my face?
I can't believe I'm getting married in two weeks. Thats just crazy. Just insane.
I haven't told my dad yet. I know, I know...i'm being stupid anf putting off the inevitable, but I just have this feeling its going to go badly. And I want my wedding to be happy. There's enough sadness flaoting around already, I don't need my one remaining parent to be mad at me. It just would be more then I could bare.
Lack of family makes me feel very lonely.
wait....i promised myself no depressing posts...grr.
oh well, maybe next time.
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PS - Sorry I haven't been around much lately!