I could have gone into work today, but chose not to. My sinus hurt very badly, like I got pummeled for a few hours, and all the hits were straight to the face.
Ow.
It was my first day alone since my mom died. It was kind of sad....quiet and sad.
Which made me notice something...since she passed I haven't been talking as much. I'm still social, but I'm alot more quiet. And it takes ALOT to get me on the phone. I just don't feel like talking.
I need to go get ready. Drinking with my SG crew. I'm excited and apprehensive. It will be my first event with people since......every situation has been small with very close friends. I'm still nervous about being with large numbers of people. It just feels like a lifetime ago, like I was a completely different person before.
I don't know.
Brrrr.......I hate the cold.
Ow.
It was my first day alone since my mom died. It was kind of sad....quiet and sad.
Which made me notice something...since she passed I haven't been talking as much. I'm still social, but I'm alot more quiet. And it takes ALOT to get me on the phone. I just don't feel like talking.
I need to go get ready. Drinking with my SG crew. I'm excited and apprehensive. It will be my first event with people since......every situation has been small with very close friends. I'm still nervous about being with large numbers of people. It just feels like a lifetime ago, like I was a completely different person before.
I don't know.
Brrrr.......I hate the cold.
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You will be fine, but I have noticed, even for me, I still do not talk all that much. Person to person communication via telephone or in person, I'm still not up for it.
Love you dearly girl. Take care.
~cheers