apologees

im sitting at timid's house right now and she is sleeping. some stupid tim allen movie is on. i would go and climb in bed and cuddle, but she is sweating really bad right now. don't know why, its kinda cold.

i fuck up alot. when it comes to relationships, i mean. wish i could know how to control myself better when i get wasted. i guess i get jealous and stuff. idunno. but im assumming my second chances are about run out. which sucks...

lets see if she lets me into bed now...