apologees

sitting on parents couch now. bored bored bored. watching crappy college football game. what happened to thanksgiving college football? hasnt been a decent game on all day.

so last night i acted like a real jerkoff, i think. i overreacted to my gf going out with some guy friend of hers, and only because she had never told me about the guy before. so i totally freaked out. and made a bad scene, and then we argued and eventually she cried and now i feel like ass. my tummy has hurt all day. that sinking tummy feeling where you feel like youre gonna puke.

so yeah. i feel like im gonna puke.

hating this, i yam i yam.