short and to the point:
-thinking about getting into an apprenticeship program so i can become a master craftsman. this is appealing to me (even though i already have a degree) because it would pay as i learn, and when i'm done i would be able to build a house by myself, just like me grandaddy.
-i wish i didn't feel helpless right now.
-trying to restart the engine in my head after bashing the engine with beer for 2 years is difficult.

-thinking about getting into an apprenticeship program so i can become a master craftsman. this is appealing to me (even though i already have a degree) because it would pay as i learn, and when i'm done i would be able to build a house by myself, just like me grandaddy.
-i wish i didn't feel helpless right now.
-trying to restart the engine in my head after bashing the engine with beer for 2 years is difficult.

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u know what you are to me, and it's a lot.. shit like that is stupid as hell to dwell on or contemplaate.
all you should know is that i love you.
i'm sorry for the piece of shit that i am...i try to be better.
i'm sorry and i apprieciate so much everything you've done for me and you've been there for me so much. reaally even if you don't believe me.
learning rocks.
you'll brilliant- it will be easier than you think.
ps. you were in an insane dream of mine the other nite...