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Well the Birthdays over.Thanks goes out to all of you who wished me well on my birthday. I guess this year I learned something new, again. I once again got to discover who my friends are and who are not. Who is real and who really sucks. One of my best friends said he was coming to hang. He didnt I got a drunken 3am ugh...happy birthday over the phone.
nice.
A few folkes did come out to wish me a good day and a better year this time around( 2005 was BAD for me) and I am happy to have the friends come that did.
As for Holly, well she hasent called me in 3 days. I'm writing her off. Birthdays are kinda important for me. It's a time to celebrate the fact you exist with your friends. That's how I see it anyway. And to not even call after she had said I"I cant wait to celebrate your birthday with you! were gonna make it the best ever!" ya right. I had friends that didnt come, but most of them called. DAYS before to say " Man I'm sorry I wont make it " or " have a good day man We're there in spirit" or some such thing. It's the fuckers who say we're coming down to support you and never come through. THose fuckers I can do without. I've had enough disapointment in my life already. I DONT need anymore.

The song I leave you all for tonight is
Concrete Blonde, Everybody Knows.

PS or EDIT or whatever. I'm taking myself off the market. as I said before I've had enought disapointment.