Today I am off to get my costume started for the Metal, Mayhem and Madness party I am going to next month. It should take about a week to make, but I am getting a good deal so i don't mind the wait.
I am going to this party because I need to get over my looming divorce, and I want to start a new social life with some of my old friends who will be in attendance.
But Alvina will be there, and seeing her has been nothing short of torture for me since she left. So I am trying to build a circle of friends around me that will give me the emotional support I need to make it through the evening.
I am hitting the gym every day between now and then, looking to bulk up my chest and arms before I go shirtless at this thing, so if anyone knows a sure fire way to build pecks fast please let me know
I'm gonna be hanging out with my buddy Shawn today too, met through my wife, but she seems to be severing contact with her friends too right now, so he and I are becoming closer as we both feel rejected my someone we care about.
I'm also all about hitting the bank and applying for a loan, to move my debt from a 28.8% interest to a more reasonable number. If it goes through I should be able to pay off all my debt in the next four or five months. Then I will be financially free to make stupid choices like pay way to much for an apartment in the down town area of Canada's Capitol.
I've applied for a new job at work, moving me from Stores to Pharmacy. It's less pay, but more hours so I will be making out better in the end. It also leaves me open to keep some casual shifts where I am now, so instead of the 35 hours by-weekly it promises I could probably manage up to 60. Good money man, let me tell you!
My time on the running machine has been doing me good. I feel more energetic and I have actually lost like 5 pounds in the past week. Not long before I start to actually feel good about myself image again. I can't wait to get back into shape, it's been a goal of mine for a while, but the stresses of being a clinical depressive in a broken marriage have just killed all ambition in me. But it's back! And I am ready to remake myself like I used to do back in the day.
Happiness here I come!
Damn! Just got back in, and what a day! I hit the mall, got myself some new shoes, some weight gloves, and some nutritional supplements... Then I met up with the dude making my costume for the big party, and it is going to be wicked cool! I can't wait!
I am going to this party because I need to get over my looming divorce, and I want to start a new social life with some of my old friends who will be in attendance.
But Alvina will be there, and seeing her has been nothing short of torture for me since she left. So I am trying to build a circle of friends around me that will give me the emotional support I need to make it through the evening.
I am hitting the gym every day between now and then, looking to bulk up my chest and arms before I go shirtless at this thing, so if anyone knows a sure fire way to build pecks fast please let me know
I'm gonna be hanging out with my buddy Shawn today too, met through my wife, but she seems to be severing contact with her friends too right now, so he and I are becoming closer as we both feel rejected my someone we care about.
I'm also all about hitting the bank and applying for a loan, to move my debt from a 28.8% interest to a more reasonable number. If it goes through I should be able to pay off all my debt in the next four or five months. Then I will be financially free to make stupid choices like pay way to much for an apartment in the down town area of Canada's Capitol.
I've applied for a new job at work, moving me from Stores to Pharmacy. It's less pay, but more hours so I will be making out better in the end. It also leaves me open to keep some casual shifts where I am now, so instead of the 35 hours by-weekly it promises I could probably manage up to 60. Good money man, let me tell you!
My time on the running machine has been doing me good. I feel more energetic and I have actually lost like 5 pounds in the past week. Not long before I start to actually feel good about myself image again. I can't wait to get back into shape, it's been a goal of mine for a while, but the stresses of being a clinical depressive in a broken marriage have just killed all ambition in me. But it's back! And I am ready to remake myself like I used to do back in the day.
Happiness here I come!
Damn! Just got back in, and what a day! I hit the mall, got myself some new shoes, some weight gloves, and some nutritional supplements... Then I met up with the dude making my costume for the big party, and it is going to be wicked cool! I can't wait!