Well this is new...

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Alright, so I've been away for a while I see... 5 years actually. So what's new you ask? Well let's see. For starters I have had my head examined properly. By a series of medical and psychological professionals who have determined that my previous diagnosis (drummed up by a quack general practitioner in a 15 minute interview) was complete bunk and I have been mishandled...
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Sunday Nov 30, 2008

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So much for that. Alvina is pissed at me, and she is coming back here, so there is no point in me trying. Bye everyone.
laceyk:
Why should you have to leave?
Fuck that man.
She has been gone, you have been here.
So don't let her chase you away!
sydni:
I agree with LaceyK.

that sucks. If you want to stay, stay! She's not the boss of you.

Tuesday Nov 25, 2008

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Well, time to give this another shot.
I'm back for now, Still messed up, but managing to cope with it better. I have come to the realization that Alvina is not the woman I fell in love with, married, or had a son with. She has chosen to change and I do not want to be with the woman she has become. I still care...
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laceyk:
It sounds like you are "getting yourself" back.
A hard step to take after you have tried to be who your S.O. wanted you to be for so long.

But I am happy you are finding your way!

Thursday Oct 09, 2008

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well, it looks like I need to take a hiatus from here for a while. Alvina has made an appearance again, so it's no longer a place for me to try and get over her. I had fun over the last 17 days, and some of you folks have given me some good insight and emotional support. But now I have to move on and...
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mydogfarted:
Say... TITTIES FOR EVERYONE!
cygnes:
hey. i forgot you were on here. i've barely glanced at this site in almost a month.
glad your tongue procedure went well! sorry i haven't kept in touch more. i'm bad with that. especially when it comes to phones. it's been quite some time since i've spoken with miss alvina aswell...
but as always feel free to call (and leave a msg if i don't answer(otherwise i won't know)). we should have a drinking/movie night with some peoples. and/or an oz day.
take care. say hi to omadon for mee smile

Wednesday Oct 08, 2008

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I'm not doing well... My thoughts keep turning back to Alvina and its making me feel like shit. I feel like I need to keep punishing myself for our separation, like I need to torture myself until I have paid in pain the suffering I have caused her.

I am fucking up at work, because it's occupying all my thoughts, and they are starting to...
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mydogfarted:
Get out of the house, get out of the house, get out of the house. I spent far too much time wallowing in self-pity during my marriage which lead to deeply destructive depression and eventually hospitalization, because it made my bi-polar swings painful. Going to the gym, having a cheap dinner with friends or just spending an hour in the bookstore will make a world of difference.

Monday Oct 06, 2008

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My tongue is getting better, today it hurt for several hours, but right now it feels just a little stiff and uncomfortable, not really in pain.

So here is the full story...

When I was 18 I realized I had a very short tongue, and after consulting a doctor I was told that my frenulum (oral webbing) was longer than average, and my tongue was...
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rabidbuttons:
hey I bit my tip of my tongue off..its blunted...but I think mines cute..lol Never had any complaints yet.

I hope yours feels better soon!!

Have you tried ordering a new copy of his BC from the court house? There bout 40 bucks but its sounds like it would be worth it, if you can. I wish I could help you look, you can't order it. blackeyed
HUGHUGHUGUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUGHUG

Sunday Oct 05, 2008

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My tongue is now about an inch longer, swollen to twice it's normal size, and has a piece of metal stuck trough it!

It hurts, but I am so VERY pleased with myself for getting it done, and finally being able to stick my tongue out, though I am not right now because like I said... PAIN!!!!!!!!

Can't wait for it to heal though, totally...
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khoos:
smile Awesome! Cant wait to see!!

Saturday Oct 04, 2008

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Alright, today was better. I just hung out at home again, but I just seemed to be feeling better about it all. I am looking forward to spending the evening with a movie and friends, oh and bean dip!
Got Ironman today, have not seen it yet, but am looking forward to it.

I need to get back to the gym, didn't go today, but...
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mydogfarted:
See my blog about Iron Man.

Friday Oct 03, 2008

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FUCK! Friday night, and the only plans I can muster is going to hang out with my mother at her friends place?!?!?!

WTF is this shit?

I am pissed off, I had a really shitty day, and now I can't get a hold of any of my friends. I think I'm gonna just hit a movie on my own and get some shawarma.

Fuck I...
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khoos:
If I hadn't been running around like a chicken with it's head cut off, I would have gotten together with ya...

Thursday Oct 02, 2008

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I had today off, I spent it doing NOTHING of value. I ate too much junk food, I cried while watching tv and I slept for three hours after.

It's clear to me that I am still in a lot of pain over my separation, and I am not allowed to spend any more days at home alone anymore. I didn't do any laundry, didn't...
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user0207231052:
I'm so sorry to hear you are dealing with this right now....I hope things begin to improve and I know it will be hard for a while......try to get out of the house, if even to take a walk...it will help you feel better
leib_:
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try and just get out of the house and go for a walk. endorphins will do you wonders.

Wednesday Oct 01, 2008

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Ah, needed to get out some frustration, feeling better now.

I have way too much time off coming my way, like over a week at the moment, don't know what to do with myself.

Sunday I get my frenulum cut out, and I might get my tongue pierced at the same time, we'll see.

I need some kind of fun tonight though, maybe I should...
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miro:
heheh yeh I'm pretty shy x x x

omg your boy is like a lil pixie!
user0207231052:
thank you so much my dear! And hugs back at you

Wednesday Oct 01, 2008

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PISSED!

I had a very crappy day at work, long with no break, and people were telling me the managers were complaining about my performance on the weekend shift. FUCK! I do my job exactly how they tell me too, if it does not work out maybe the system needs to be revised?

I am tired, my feet hurt and I need to go to...
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