i finaly got my tickets for the 25th of october so im going ... im not use to going out or anything .... but nieves is right as most are that i need to do something anything ... even if its not the time i need to try ... if only to fail at least i could have something in my life that makes me...
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nieves is such a pack rat.... shes a great girl thought ... i think inspite of her anger... gosh i hate anger... (ozmorion) all there is ... is the truth that theres no way to make our lives together... but although i still love that girl .i know that theres no way we will work anymore so im trying to hold together a friendship... but...
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designfetish:
I'm sorry things aren't going very well for ya. If ya wanna talk, you know where to find me. 
friends are great ... its funny ... i allways sucked at makeing them in the normal world but here im ok ... its nice to be excepted by people whom like me for what i feel and who i am and not on what i look like or how dumb i can sound... its so stupid isnt it the norm(aka god(since the christians ideal of...
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aceptance ... i hate that word ... its like giving up but set in a tone to heal (what a load of crap)
nieves said i should just move on and acept that theres nothing i can do ... i have but im not going to go put some girl thought hell just so i can get her out of my system ...
why do...
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nieves said i should just move on and acept that theres nothing i can do ... i have but im not going to go put some girl thought hell just so i can get her out of my system ...
why do...
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designfetish:
Wow. There aren't a lot of men in this world who would say something like you did here. Sex is such a touchy topic nowadays. A lot of guys I know are interested in one thing and the emotions of the girl never seem to matter. So I'm glad to see that you care about another's feelings and not just your penis.
Blessed Be!
Blessed Be!
apocdistroyer:
i just hope im not the only one. lets face it there are far to many idots in this world and sadly far to many wemon whom have gotten use to being used as toys ...
im going to be working with an old friend on my tatto its should be ok and it will be the visable one to date
well see how it goes
well my drawin excurshions went far worse than i expected ... not only did i have every looky loo out and about going what are you drawing can i see thats not so good... gosh if the world had abstration in the mind frame of everyone insted of just those whom create beauty(artists) then we wouldnt have such stupid critics... o well
my drawings have...
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designfetish:
Just wanted to say hi! Welcome to the site!
apocdistroyer:
thanks i feel so welcome 
its funny when your moments of carity come. me i sat smoking cigarette's cloves since i dont smoke anything else and it finaly got through to me my life is being wasted.... i have spent everyday since me and neives(my ex) broke up sulking and sleeping my frustations away in my pasafistic manner of argument with my lifes curent path. but again im stuck doing...
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still awake god it sucks .... o well um... was going to tell you more about me ive got a psyco cat and im a pagen mostly for myself and i half to say im not sad about that i hate all kinds of stupid and frankly im probly boring the world on person at a time right now ... ive begain practicing around 14...
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im slanting for a while until i can get a good pic of me ... but its reasent... gosh i look terrable
gosh to update anyone on my life in words its kind of pointless
my names jason im into swords and games mostley ... me and my ex are still living to geather im living prof that a guy can have platonic relasionships (we just cant spell it varry well). we started as friends and it ended a while ago becaue she stoped being able to...
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my names jason im into swords and games mostley ... me and my ex are still living to geather im living prof that a guy can have platonic relasionships (we just cant spell it varry well). we started as friends and it ended a while ago becaue she stoped being able to...
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