Friday Oct 07, 2005

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its been a few days ... being a male sucks so much... all this stupid drive that is so hard to control... every minute of every day... and its not like hunting working out training..playing video games or anything does any good.. cause to seconds into whatever there it is...i hate men and i understand them far to well... but just because they have a...
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Tuesday Oct 04, 2005

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a note on mortality
all things pass relationships, lives, years.. as a god might say we are those whom pass.. we change and move on and to so much in this world... today a coworker of mine got dumped by a guy she loved the last breakup was nothing for her she wanted him out but this one she didnt want to pass... i think...
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blue:
thank you very much! skull
apocdistroyer:
your welcome ????
but your art work is yours and yours alone dont put to much empasis on what others think and just paint from you soul it will allways be a masterpiece then...

Monday Oct 03, 2005

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i hate hangovers.... the groggy sence of being out of control... this ones not to bad ... but still it sucks.... at least i feel better i think at least... its hard to tell right now...
you know what sucks when you think so much that even an action thats ment to be instint becomes an action of thought... you cant enjoy the connnection with...
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Sunday Oct 02, 2005

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some days you just half to hate life.. and all the idocincratic noncenss brought on by these mindless idots... puke they make me so sick.. puke i awoke today and found only the stupidity of the world to greet me... and to boot im broke again ... i hate that... my kitty is being a little shit lately im not sure whats gotten into him but hes...
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Friday Sep 30, 2005

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well life it's big and expancive just like space i think thats why people get lost in it so much... its like the possablitys are so much that most people with weak wills get lost and cant deside weater to keep going or run way... humans.. to be human is to cange is to progress but by changing and progressing we destroy what we love...
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designfetish:
Yes, life sucks.
I've been trying lately to look at all the good things in my life right now and all the great things I have to look forward to in the near future.

I don't know everything that happened with Nieves, but it seems like whatever it was hurt you a lot. The best thing I think you can do is to look forward to the positive things in your life right now, friends, family, and who knows, a possible new someone to fill that void that came about when you two split.

And don't worry about your enemies, remember the rule of three and simply, what goes around comes around. If they truly are your enemies, they'll get what they deserve in the end.

Ok, so I'm starting to ramble. So I guess all I can say for now is, keep your chin up and be optimistic. smile

Blessed Be!
apocdistroyer:
im trying sadly all i can do is see my sister everyonece and a while. my mothers a biget and hates pagens.. and therefor me...

me and nieves broke up ... sadly because she and i just stoped being together and she was "unable to be with a male " im happy that me and her are still friends i love her and shes great but ... when you cant have a physical energys excanged no unions ... the relationship fall's about we started fighting a lot and when i broke it off she still resents me a little but were happyer together... this way... i wated 3 mounths for things to change even a little but .. .there was no sight of it

Thursday Sep 29, 2005

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does anyone think my pic is to aggresive??
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designfetish:
It kinda does, only because, well you are in fact a male.

[Edited on Sep 30, 2005 7:54PM]
apocdistroyer:
damit .. its getting changed.... stupid male body
frown frown frown

Tuesday Sep 27, 2005

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theres one more thing if anyone knows of a good place to start ... hang out's ect.. put them here ... its not like theres open dojos that i can just go spar in these days and i need to get to know more peopel face to face... so if anyone has any ideas leave them here please..
blessed be and may we all find...
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Tuesday Sep 27, 2005

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... today its been over 3 mounts since me and nieves broke up... we stayed friends and shes been doing ok.. but ive been so angry and sad that i guess its been blinding me ... ive tryed everything and tonight at another day of bordum on night shift... i hurd a guy on love line 20 years old just like i was 5 years...
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Monday Sep 26, 2005

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i finaly got my instant messanger working so if anyone wants to talk check my contact stuff ...

Monday Sep 26, 2005

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gosh yesterday sucked magerly... i thought at first it will be ok ... but i ended getting draged to a weding with my ex ... and then after seeing and saying im sorry that i didnt make it cause frankly i didnt want to bring her day down on the account of me not fully being over nieves and all ... since the thing that...
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