what do you do when every one including the one you love tells you theres nothing left... i realy suck at this moving on thing .. all i want is to be ok but that seems to be wrong... i still give her all the distace in the world althought shes still dependent on my cash and my home and my room for that matter. she blames me for her not getting a girlfriend but all it comes down to is that im fucked.. i guess ... i feel so sick.. so tired ... so sad... if theres someone reading i could realy use someone to chat with its funny but when i stratred this realtionship she drove all my friends away.. and now im alone... trying to find a way to be ok and live but i realy suck ... i hate being a wreak... 