apocdistroyer

life comes full circle doesnt it ... im lonley again and tired... tattooing is going well im 90 pieces from completing my apprentiship if anyones looking for something to be done talk to me if your intersted ... i sadly got to work out of shop because my master is a bitch but im licened and well we can talk little update ... tired lost...
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what do you do when every one including the one you love tells you theres nothing left... i realy suck at this moving on thing .. all i want is to be ok but that seems to be wrong... i still give her all the distace in the world althought shes still dependent on my cash and my home and my room for that matter....
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sleep i need sleep ... its funny i still get no respect those who should back me up are no where to be found... im alone.. im tired and wired.. and i need comfort... i could kill for a hug and a movie... but no one sees that.. i supose thats normal.. i am supose to go on no matter what ... acting like theres...
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how do you help someone you love get back with a total asshole ... she loves him but all she gets from him is shit... and no matter what i do i never seem to be enouf...
what does the world have that i dont... fuck...... what do i need to do ... i want her to be happy honestly i love her and would...
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im old ... finaly 21 and there isnt anythning to celebrate... ive been working and fighting all this time and theres nothing to show for it... life is so fucking dull... and frankly i need a drink... so im off to drownd my self till i cant rember ... its stupid but what elce do i have to do...

well kidos life sucks and well whats gone on in the last while isnt realy up for topic but one thing should be known... we all get what we surch for ill allways be fightnig and serving but hopefuly this time ill get to be happy doing it...

the thing to rember is that if you dont like it what ever it may be change...
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life... sometimes its best to live dead... only to continue to find peace and hope in the hopless of times such is life... we all must die to live again

...depresed.. i think its a constant state of egzistance for me when things seem to be getting better the just explode in my face... i have no ballance ... and worst of all i need a new job bad... been trying to get into something anything fun.. but nothing been trying to get a new car again... failed ... life blows...wont someone try something stupid...
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life in alive or dead... life contiunutes no matter what we are or do... all we can do is the best for ourselves and those we love... i need real power.. ill get it soon to.. on dragon on union and a sword... ill be ready

its funny how lost we as humans get ...
we spend our lives scraping and grabing for whatever we can never truly letting go for we know we will die someday so we dont want .. maby to be alone maby still not to be rembered... but no matter why we grab and hold what we can if we refuse to let go of the...
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