Thursday Nov 17, 2005

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I hate that I can't truly say what I want to on here because I know it might be read by someone who will freak out. This is a great site if you can stay fairly unknown by the people on here. Then you don't have to worry about what you need to bitch about.

I am going to get to go home for Christmas. I have mixed feelings. No more comments about that. Its too hard.

I'm so in love and I wish people knew that. I am a smart woman and I know I might get hurt, but its all life and I might get hurt. People keep saying "I just don't want you to get hurt". Well, you know what....I MIGHT! I will hurt bad for a while, but then I'll be able to say that I learned something about life. I love him so much though. I truly wish there was not this shit surrounding us. It just feels perfect. Its what I've wanted. I want to be able to work on it and make it the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Well, there ya go....I know who's gonna read it and I hope I haven't pissed you off or hurt you. I just wanted to rant!

Sonja
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traceelement:
yeah I am still way too easy to recognise ... friends from years ago can come up and I will be like who are you but they know me. surreal

guess that is what one gets for having a baby face lol
ichipulti:
How does it feel? You tell me?
Only please tell me how is this karma when I did nothing to anyone and am only being blamed for things that were out of my control?
Andreas knows and says he believes me. He also says you had nothing to do with this and know nothing, care to enlighten him?

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