aperion93

2012 04 17 1806
Kaladi Brothers @ Title Wave, ANC

Mod u late ing....

shiroldiiing bluirete mnuretlcins;er timulbmerrting.
faruethutlucnol liernlphg eoi fnoi agjitp gneiigngait enlapnc ytaicng fava4itn . Sounds like a love song, eh?
Fuck funding for fourteen atom dispensers. We are in a gun in an ayin. Ayin Edin Eden Evening Everything with something to shovel. Fucking hamburger time. We think AbOut hamburgers too...
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I'll be honest and say that I am a good person. I'm really a dependable and considerate person who does care about others and their feelings...but almost everything I say is a lie. I lie so much that everyone thinks that I'm telling the truth all the time.

2011 11 09 1707, Wednesday.
Kaladi Brothers @Title Wave, ANC

Some things on "The Sphinx" and it's nature:
The Abyss, in cognito, here, in thought, under Earth, explained. (The gall! How rude! It's impossible from here, anyway. Explanation IS the barrier. Sshh! That was it. It is done, now but you can continue if you wish if only to constructively fortify the illusion.)

From here,...
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Is it weird that I'm walking around my apartment with my Glock 35 in my waistband of my work pants? My roommates are gone for Memorial Day weekend and this neighborhood makes me paranoid sometimes. I keep seeing people park outside in strange spots strangely.

I'm drunk and it's dark in my apartment. I keep wanting to squeeze the trigger. I keep saying to myself...
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If you have ever read the book "The Age of Spiritual Machines" by Ray Kurzweil you may get my concept, here. That, combined with the fact that I also like to say extremely blasphemous things sometimes (a trait that my grandparents would revile). I'm not a Satanist or anything but I love to go around at work and scream out "HAIL SATAN" because it makes...
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Don't you think that you and I, as humans, in contrast to being alive to perpetuate life, we are alive to perpetuate death, as well?

Every part of us, as self-perpetuating organisms, wants to fuck to make new life. It's totally beyond instinct to the point that it's a chemical process and in our DNA (which is in itself a chemical, self-perpetuating loop). What are...
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I punched the freezer door at work tonight cause some fuckwad DMO was pushing my buttons. I know I get angry at work but usually I feel like a fool later. This time I am justified so I don't feel so dumb but only sorry I did not punch a box of pork-butt instead of a metal door. I already listed busted knuckles as a...
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Just as I was leaving for good, I saw your face and remembered all of the good times--even though you were crying. I was unhappy and stagnant. I wanted more and I wanted new things. I wanted out of a rut and to become my apex--just to satisfy myself and feel nominal for once. That never happened (it never does). Now, months later, I remember...
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I always wonder why people make a distinction between things that are "real" and "fake". What is even the average person's distinction between "real" and "fake"? Does "fake" even exist? You'd think not. Is "fake" even "real"? It seems obvious but then why is "fake" even a concept in a "real" mind and world. How real are we? How fake are we? How fake is...
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