it's just i can't remember
the last time i felt so cold
my semi beating heart keeping my life on hold
shivering because i should
numb fingers, frost bitten toes, arms stiff as wood
i know that winter isn't my biggest foe
this tundra esque landscape seems unable to grow
a single plant a small piece of green
im dead on the outside and barely pumping inward if you know what i mean
i've tried everything
frozen tracks of previous joys
broken pieces of childhood, half burried toys
a puff here and there
a bong rip to mend the tear
it finally became clear as the sun rose from the grey
yellow and blue took all my words away
utterly speechless when chapped lips embrace
finally thawed as i kiss your face
you fix my tears and kiss my fears
finally i feel the warmth
i can't remember the last time i felt this warm
the last time i felt so cold
my semi beating heart keeping my life on hold
shivering because i should
numb fingers, frost bitten toes, arms stiff as wood
i know that winter isn't my biggest foe
this tundra esque landscape seems unable to grow
a single plant a small piece of green
im dead on the outside and barely pumping inward if you know what i mean
i've tried everything
frozen tracks of previous joys
broken pieces of childhood, half burried toys
a puff here and there
a bong rip to mend the tear
it finally became clear as the sun rose from the grey
yellow and blue took all my words away
utterly speechless when chapped lips embrace
finally thawed as i kiss your face
you fix my tears and kiss my fears
finally i feel the warmth
i can't remember the last time i felt this warm