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hello, dolls.

those of you who still read this, anyway. not that I can blame you--I update like once every two weeks and have nothing to say.

well, I'm starting to have something to say again, have the time to say it anyway, and the space. Working on an article for a magazine a friend (whom some of you may know) is starting up, thinking...
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Hey there. I'm not dead.

I did get this thing last week, it's very cool: HPV Vaccine. Because you never know, and cervical cancer sucks.

Still getting married.

There's a documentary by Spike Lee on HBO tonight about Hurricane Katrina. I do not have HBO. If you do, and you tape it and send it to me, I will love you forever. Or at...
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Blah blah blah, the usual shit--work, work, and more work, sleep, moving friends into new houses, the gym across a bridge and into a new building, etc. etc.

Oh, and by the way: I'm getting married, bitches.

yep, you missed your chances, all of you. aren't you kicking yourselves now?

People's responses to my mood last night are directly related to their relationship status.

Single friend mocked me for being codependent. Married friends and engaged friend think it's cute.

It's ok, though. I know I'm not codependent, because I haven't lost my own life and loves and passions, and I can love someone without losing myself.

I lose myself in work more often than in...
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dear everyone,

I don't write much anymore. I feel that spark in my heart but it's weak like a candle flame sputtering. it needs to be fed.

I'm watching a movie set in New Orleans and I miss that city right now with that hunger for something that you know you can never have again, something that's dead or gone or just changed so that...
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I feel like I've lost me.

I feel like I'm not me, and what's worse is that I don't know what I'm missing. My brain and body hurt.

Who am I?

Will anyone who's mastered this damn new layout tell me how to get to that "see friends page" setup? I cannot at all deal with having to go to everyone's page individually to see if they've updated. this is crap. I am paying way too much money for this damn site to have the only feature I even use anymore disappear.

This new setup is completely confusing. And you get 15 minutes to edit your posts? How complicated. Goodness. It is pretty, though.

Watching Punk: Attitude. It's lots of fun. I am so jealous of those 'scenes.' I hate being surrounded by 'scenes' that revolve around your clothes and what bands you like, but the idea that you could have an actual movement where tons...
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I have a confession to make.

I'm a romantic.

It's gotten me in trouble more than once, when I've given far too much credit to men that didn't deserve it. Boys, I should say, since none of them have really had the cojones to take responsibility for their actions. In any case, I've been a sucker for a long time. I like cuddling and kissing...
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Hellllooooo, my lovelies. Long time, no update.

Busy busy busy. Trying to finish and send off our first fight DVD compilation, visiting my sister, my boy's family (his grandmother died, so prayers or good wishes or whatever are welcomed), and attending a friend's wedding, not to mention buying baby gifts for another friend--so much to do, so little time and money.

I want to get...
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