I like to draw when I'm on drugs. It makes me feel creative and hardcore.I pretend like I have the world all figured out. Drugs tend to do that.Every Time I Die is not what one would call colorful. Thanks to everyone who said nice things and cheered me up after my last entry. We should all get together and invent a switch...
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kelly:
No, I don't think you sound like a stalker doll. You're just super sweet in the compliment department. Thanks a bunch sugarbooger! 
Hugs
Hugs
boyamihardcore:
yeah... rehab's for quitters... haha
To be at peace would be a sin. Yeah... not that things are bad, but honestly... when the fuck will my brain allow me a day where I don't have to worry, don't have to analyze, don't have to wonder, don't have to think at all. I want to know what ignorance feels like. I want to know what it's like to NOT think. How...
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stardust_:
It's nice to know I'm not the only one- I used to cut myself to stop my thinking- the temptation still rises now and then.
It sucks not to be able to shut off.
Try to give thinking a rest sometimes. Take yer time..
It sucks not to be able to shut off.
Try to give thinking a rest sometimes. Take yer time..
asvetic:
your name is way long, it's pushing all my other friends crooked like (I'm so glad I'm not O.C. or that would bother me.)
Mmm... I love being tan. I feel cool. It feels like summer... I'm so excited. That's seriously the only way I can describe it. It feels like I'm just... RETARDED BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. Last night was really weird, I went to see my therapist when I was REALLY fucked up. It was scary. Now she's really concerned that I'm bulimic,...
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hammersmith:
I know the feelings of being burnt out and having too many ideas and not being able to get them out. Maybe that's why drugs help, you just need to relax your mind a bit.
I just realized you had "half-and-half shots" listed in your vices. I thought I was the only one who drank those little packets straight! Ha!
I just realized you had "half-and-half shots" listed in your vices. I thought I was the only one who drank those little packets straight! Ha!
anywayyouneedme:
SUNBURN. Ugh.
Lookie at my new shirt! I feel cool. Blah blah... I got a new headband too... YES! Ahh it's so fucking beautiful outside. I wanna have a picnic. All my friends went to Baker Park for a picnic yesterday... and I HUNG OUT WITH MY MOM AND STEPDAD! I am so lame it's not even funny. Uhm... so has anyone seen that lame commercial for...
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impboy:
so they have one of those time-life comps for hi-nrg dance tracks? dood, i only hope they did one of those freedom rock/midnight soul commercials for it where two scenesters declare in hilariously outdated slang how "jamming" the collection is.
fractal:
ummm....chinchillas?
I just gave blood. I feel cool. Because... getting blood drawn is one of my biggest fears. I feel really accomplished and stuff now. And I have a pretty purple bandage on my arm now... hot damn. Doo dee doo... it's a Friday and I don't have plans. This makes me sad. And I cry... because I'm sad. Someone come play with me. I'm in...
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lucabrasi:
Red Cross never seems to want my blood, even though I'm O-negative. I've been turned down because I'd been to dirty countries, has a mild cough, etc. so i just gave up. I love the sound track to a clockwork orange. I loved the book too.
thurmis:
hey, i noticed you are from mt. prospect, i'm sorry 
Mmm... Everytime I Die is playing at the Ottobar on April 2nd but I told James I'd go to Macrock with him and that's the 2nd and 3rd. ::sigh:: I really wanted to go because I thought it was gonna be outside but James said he thinks it's inside. Which sucks... and I have to save money for a hotel room, which also sucks. And...
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fu:
ramble ..bamble..do you have an indy record shop near you?
ironlung37:
Yo you should go see Mest at 9:30 in march, one of the best live bands out there if you like punk =).
Haha, wow... the Burlesque at the Pearl photoset was amazing. Made me want an ice cream sundae real bad, hehe. Mmm... okay, so does anyone listen to SRC and think that the rap bit in Homicide is the LAMEST thing ever? Because I do. I can't even listen to it. ::pouts:: I want to marry all these girls. I don't understand how people can be...
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paleenchantress:
i was at that show and let me tell you ~ it was amazing !! the last pic with siren holding the flowers, those are the flowers i gave her that night and i have a pic of us in my candids 
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i LOVE your profile pic by the way
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i LOVE your profile pic by the way
fu:
here's a kiss 
FUCK MY LIFE BECAUSE ALL IT IS IS FUCKING LETDOWNS. I thought that I knew him... I thought it was different but it's NEVER different all guys are the fucking same. I never thought I'd get this upset about this but I TRULY THOUGHT things were different. Yesterday was fucking perfect and today is absolute hell. I never wanted a boyfriend because relationships are SHIT...
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artax:
^THAT.. was lame. 
rawr! We SOO need to chill this week loverly.
rawr! We SOO need to chill this week loverly.
goatsgotohell:
Just dropping you a note along with StorybookSyntax to remind you guys that the game night in Baltimore is tomorrow night if you're interested at all.
I'm hoping for a decent turn out and as always there will be free food and drinks.
Let me know in my journal if you're interested and I can get you directions, otherwise it's a monthly event so maybe next time as well.
I'm hoping for a decent turn out and as always there will be free food and drinks.
Let me know in my journal if you're interested and I can get you directions, otherwise it's a monthly event so maybe next time as well.
She was a good girl, and it felt great to be a liar. ::dances:: I love MSI. I need something to do... I'm bored as fuck and hyper because I was tired so I took lots of concerta and ritalin and it's kicking it NOW but NOW I don't have much to do at all. LIAR. Blah dee blah, nothing to talk about... I haven't...
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hawks:
Happy Valentine's day.
gord462:
I want you to visit cuz you're bored and fucking cute. I just hate to see you sad.
Aww, look at me and Chelsea... Aren't we adorable? Yeah, I thought so. She and I went to Borders today and got lunch... and then drove around... it reminded me of... just feeling really young and looking for stuff to do. Which I guess happens no matter how old you are, but... it just felt lame, but it was fun. We stopped at Katy's and...
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robarales:
nice peektures!
tiny:
wow thanks pretty