anywayyouneedme

Blah... it's fucking hot. And I'm fucking bored. I pierced my right nipple... I'm gonna do the left one in a few days, it hurt really bad... I feel lame. I wish it weren't a ring, it'd be 10 times hotter if it were a barbell... but... oh well. I'm kind of sad all of a sudden for no real reason, that's kind of annoying. I'm uploading a bunch of pictures from this one day me and Lisa got fucked up and ran around and took pictures... they're silly. I'll post the link when I'm finished. I went and got ice cream for breakfast today and it was real mushy, that made me kind of sad. Haircut tomorrow, 4/20 WOOP WOOP! Roby, when are we running away to California? I'm sick of being here. I wanna lay out in my bathing suit with Lisa and wear one of those cool metal-welding masks because we look so cute when we do that. I'm going SINK-SHOPPING tonight! Not having money is... not fun. Between cigarettes and donuts, I don't have any money for fun.

I hung out with Sean on Friday, we went to a cookout at this guy Will's house... I decorated his pool table outside with sidewalk chalk. We went over to Heaven's for a bit and spent the night at Kevin's girlfriend's house... then we walked to breakfast and stopped at Structure's for a minute... I went home and cooked and passed out for a while from Ultracet... then I watched From Dusk Till Dawn, best movie ever. I rented Nowhere but I didn't end up watching it... that's sad. We went to Baker Park for a bit on Sunday for the Earth Day show but I ended up just playing in the fountain and going back to Lisa's and making slutty clothes to run around in the sprinklers in. Anyways, I think the point was I don't know what's up with me and Sean... we're both really passive which kind of sucks... which is what sucks about all potentially awesome guys... I'm afraid he doesn't like me anymore but I read into things too much... so I might be overreacting. I wish I didn't care. I have some splinters in my foot.