FUCK MY LIFE BECAUSE ALL IT IS IS FUCKING LETDOWNS. I thought that I knew him... I thought it was different but it's NEVER different all guys are the fucking same. I never thought I'd get this upset about this but I TRULY THOUGHT things were different. Yesterday was fucking perfect and today is absolute hell. I never wanted a boyfriend because relationships are SHIT and I changed my whole way of thinking for him... and all day and all night was absolutely BEAUTIFUL and I thought for once I was worth more than sex to a guy. But, today... "I hope I didn't lead you on, it was great, but... I can't have a girlfriend right now." I guess that means, you're great but... not worth losing the opportunity to fuck other girls. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
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rawr! We SOO need to chill this week loverly.
I'm hoping for a decent turn out and as always there will be free food and drinks.
Let me know in my journal if you're interested and I can get you directions, otherwise it's a monthly event so maybe next time as well.