anywayyouneedme

I keep singing the first verse of "Grace Kelly With Wings" over and over and over and over again because it sounds so perfect that I can't stop crying. Today has been shit... everything is dark, dirty snow, melting and dripping off the roof and I don't want to open to curtains or turn on any lights. My tears are my only consolation right now, quite ironic wouldn't you say? I'm beyond wanting to make sense or understand what I feel. I'm beyond trying to suppress it. Maybe this is the result of 2 people feeling differently, one putting too much importance in a relationship and the other not thinking it's important at all. Of course there's nothing to talk about, what do we have in common? This makes me sick.