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well lets see i've been crappy, i'm sick of optimism and sick of trying to accept and understand the crap i've had to deal with this year... i'm tired...happy holidays
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ll_bean_j:
Yeah, bring on New Years I say. Christmas is getting me down more and more each day. frown
with_forevers:
i hope things are going better. let's talk soon.
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i have decided to go back to braids....at one point when my hair was really long i went to a salon and put tiny braids in my hair. It took 7 hours with a couple breaks but my hair is probably a foot shorter so it shouldnt be so bad this time.
I will have to check out the prices too...if it works out i'll...
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anya317:
i would get tiny ones last time it almost looked like normal hair it was so tiny...i also left some pieces out ...it was pretty nice for like a month after that it started to get messy because i washed it more than i should have. Which is why i have to check the prices, last time i was living in syracuse and it took awhile to find a place to give me a decent price.
ebm:
What's a good price?
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i cant sleep...today is the kind of day i wouldnt mind having two jobs again, being too tired to think can have its advantages.

...while i was driving today i had this urge to drive an hour out of my way to go to ithaca, while there i was walking through the commons and i ran across a new shop. while in there the girl...
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as requested i am adding a new entry...theres not too much new stuff going on except that i will be in new hampshire this weekend. so heres something...

to the core/ Rise Against

If I would paint how i feel
i'd draw a bullseye on your forehead
my anger is not misdirected
unless it somehow misses you

time spent on hate
is time gone to...
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ll_bean_j:
Nothing much new here either, so hello smile
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so i'm moving in with with_forevers !!! I think this makes moving more exciting, I'm still stressed of course but tonight was the first night i actually wished i was there so i could start setting up and organizing. The place is nice the only drawback is the kitchen, you cant bake anything.

I would also like to add that I was completely captivated by...
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ll_bean_j:
See entry tongue This is the second time you've replied to my old journal almost simultaneously to me updating. Always got to get the last word in, don'tcha tongue biggrin
ll_bean_j:
you need a new entry tongue
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micajah:
Four-year-old at play
Shot and killed today
Never even had a chance
Seventeen and high
Threw away his life
Has a gun to feel like he's a man
Can't have it any other way
Laying in the street
Asking for a drink
Doesn't have a place to live
Pregnant at thirteen
Still can hear the screams
Something that she never will forget
Can't have it any other way

I'm trying to open my mind

So you can keep your faith
And I'll just walk away
There's no reason for me to stay

I'm trying to open my mind
I'm trying to make my mind

-F2F-


one of the greatest songs ever
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anya317:
I dont like favorites because favorites get old...but when it comes to face to face I'm partial to the live cd and dont turn away...off that I always find myself drawn to skip to track 13:

I've tried to ask the question
must be a million answers that just arent there
you try to find yourself
i'll try to live my life
i just dont care
take a look at your life
tell me can you say you've done no wrong?
ask yourself the question
do you realize where you belong?
i've been down
i've been out
i've been there
i've been down this road a thousnd times
nothing ever looks the same
it seems there's something more i might never see

oh yeah...where did u find my profile?
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so i checked out the dating sucks group, and it's interesting to hear what everyone has to say. I dont really think dating sucks, you just have to be realistic about it because in the end if youre playing games with someone its not going to work out anyways.
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anya317:
is lebanon close to manchester or portsmouth? i dont date much either but that dating sucks group will probably remind you why being single is nice (but for some reason i think you already know that the single life isnt so bad).
ll_bean_j:
Lebanon is close to neither tongue Although that didn't stop me from working a part-time gig in Manchester over the summer. Actually Manchester's 70 miles from Lebanon. I'm on the Vermont border if that helps.

I think I just don't have time to date really. Or at least that's my excuse of the week bok
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so I moved back with my parents until I leave for NH. My parents have a beautiful golden retriever (gracie) and she races me to the couch...i have to share it with her because she will paw me until i make some room. The worst part is she will rollover and push me to one side...by the end of the night she has more than...
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with_forevers:
haha. my dog is the exact same way. she's also an 80lb purebred golden retriever. her name is penny. and she loves to push people off the couch. she's adorable though.

anyway, i can't wait to see you again. and i love your profile picture smile
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>I figured thanksgiving with the family would be better this year because i wouldnt have to hear "so are you done with school, what do you plan on doing?"...but of course they decided to focus on other topics i'd rather not discuss with them like my love life, and on top of that i forgot that my aunt (the one holding the dinner) loves Bush...so...
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jonasmott:
The term Prolife has always struck me as being sort of ironic when the people touting it support a war in the name of religion. God bless America? How fucking presumptious of us.

[Edited on Nov 27, 2004 3:20AM]
ll_bean_j:
I would love for Jesus to "come back," smack Bush in the face and say "NO!" and then just walk away into the night. OK, he can kick him in the nuts too. Welcome to NH, or something smile
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>the potluck went well, i was a little worried about my pumpkin pie at first (new recipe) but it turned out great, i was especially happy with the crust. surprisingly there were no repeats and everything was really really good.

>It seems that you dont really appreciate all the little things a city has to offer until you leave it. I think i would be...
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vegan thanksgiving theme potluck today!...
i still cant believe i missed the iron chef vegan style cookoff with the chilli pepper theme...on top of that guys vs girls! and the guys won... smile
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I feel lost...nervous about the move...i should have pics up by friday