Tuesday Jun 13, 2006

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I'm still waiting eagerly for that point in my life where I can accept the things I cannot change.
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tsukue:
You're welcome. I had a time when one of my friends had to stay up with me for two hours because she was worried I'd lapse into alcohol poisoning - I figure the best way I can repay her kindness is to take care of someone else while they were drunk. Pay it forward, that sort of thing. Your aim was terrific actually. tongue
charlielove:
smilethanks!

Friday May 05, 2006

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So, I know it's been awhile. Shit did, in fact, happen.

My dad slit his wrist about a week and a half after my last entry. His roommate found him, alive in a pool of blood several hours later. He spent the next weeks in the hospital and psych ward. I visited him as often as possible, since my sister could only make it up...
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koleeta:
holy crap! I'm sorry you had to go through that. more sorry that you father had to.

Is this a good or a bad secret?
joscelyne:
Woah. How are you doing, though?

Monday Apr 03, 2006

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These are my deepest, darkest thoughts that have been living in my head like a parasite, devouring the happiness in every quiet moment and I need them OUT.

I think my daddy might be dying. He had diabetes, high blood pressure, emphasema and schizophernia. None of that is as important as that it seems like he's decided he's done with living.

I went to see...
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jmsilverwolf:
What is this space for, then if not to drain the poison out of your brain and into a little jar that we can set on a shelf with all the others, to be occaisonally gawked at and spoken of in hushed tones.

It's been two weeks since you posted this, so I hope things have gotten better and not worse. But what strength I have to offer is yours, if you need it.
myomiao:
*hugs*

Thursday Mar 23, 2006

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Today, I am taking a sick day. I don't remember the last time I took a real sick day, with the entire plan for the day being to take it easy and get better.

I had wisdom tooth surgery this morning. I wasn't as nervous as I thought I would be. I think that was because too looking forward to being without pain again. Tony...
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Tuesday Feb 28, 2006

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More or less complete and utter happiness makes for boring journals, I know and apologize. biggrin

It's so funny, I've been wanting this proposal for what seems like so very long now, and now that I've gotten it, it seems like I have nothing left to wish for. In a good way. And while I've always been good at enjoying the present, it seems like I've...
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joscelyne:
If it drives you *too* crazy, I don't see why anyone would expect you to stay, attachment-to-kids or not! No one should stay in a job that's too taxing, right?

I'm extremely happy for you and Tony. smile

Thursday Feb 23, 2006

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Do I know my boy or what? He just doesn't know how to disappoint me, God bless him.

Last night there were sparklers and a ring and the love of my life down on one knee. And now I am 24 and have everything I'll ever need in life. This is my happily ever after. How ironic, seeing as 2 years ago I didn't even...
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joscelyne:
YEY! SO HAPPY FOR YOU!
jmsilverwolf:
Sometimes it's best to just let your friends know you're here. There's a great deal of comfort in that. And again, congratulations. Your joy is a bright spot in the news passing before me these days.

Thursday Feb 23, 2006

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Eeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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earplug6947:
sparklers!!
coco:
CONGRATS! biggrin

Tuesday Feb 21, 2006

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I don't know that I have ever wanted anything more in my life than I want to marry this boy. And more importantly at the moment, for him to ask me. And I am terrified that if it doesn't happen tomorrow, it won't be for almost another year, and I just might explode then.

You see, we've talked about this whole proposal thing, and the...
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jmsilverwolf:
Hang in there darlin'. He'll ask. And you'll be overjoyed. Sparklers or no.

Wednesday Feb 08, 2006

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