Ever have one of those days?
[or weeks, or months or years]
Where you're all depressed and you can't quite put your finger on why?
One where all you want to do is curl up somewhere warm with good company and do nothing at all?
I figured it out.
It sucks.
There is no easy answer.
Damn, I'm lonely.
Seems to be a fucking battle.
Everywhere I turn.
All I want is someone to spend some time with...
[and some money on]
Someone who might appreciate it...
And not expect anything more.
Someone who won't take advantage of it.
HA!
I dun't think such a one exists.
Damn it sucks to be alone.
Alone with hundreds of people around you.
Knowing that if any of them knew the truth....
You'd be an object of ridicule.
Laughed at.
Just because you happen to be human..
[well partly any-way]
I regret choosing the human life.
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"God, can I try again? Try over?"
"Are you unhappy with your life?"
"No, sir. It's just that--"
"You want something different?"
"Well, yeah. . . I mean, it's not as if I blame you--"
"But, who else is there to blame?"
"Well, me... I guess"
"Exactly."
"So, it's my fault then?"
"No, it's my fault... but you're to blame."
"I don't understand. How does that work?"
"It's not your place to understand, only to accept."
"Okay. . . . . I'll try harder next time... I promise."
"Next time? You think I'll give you a second chance to get it right?"
". . . . . I guess not, huh?"
"One life, one chance. You want to try again, you need to give up this life."
"I figured as much..."
"Do you think you're ready for that?"
"No.... But is anyone?"
"No. No one is ever ready."
"I guess I'll have to try and fix this one."
"The choice is really yours. For good or evil, you must decide."
". . . . Can I have a while to think about it?"
"Take as long as you need, my son."
"Thanks."
Wraith
60:32:03:09:28
[or weeks, or months or years]
Where you're all depressed and you can't quite put your finger on why?
One where all you want to do is curl up somewhere warm with good company and do nothing at all?
I figured it out.
It sucks.
There is no easy answer.
Damn, I'm lonely.
Seems to be a fucking battle.
Everywhere I turn.
All I want is someone to spend some time with...
[and some money on]
Someone who might appreciate it...
And not expect anything more.
Someone who won't take advantage of it.
HA!
I dun't think such a one exists.
Damn it sucks to be alone.
Alone with hundreds of people around you.
Knowing that if any of them knew the truth....
You'd be an object of ridicule.
Laughed at.
Just because you happen to be human..
[well partly any-way]
I regret choosing the human life.
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"God, can I try again? Try over?"
"Are you unhappy with your life?"
"No, sir. It's just that--"
"You want something different?"
"Well, yeah. . . I mean, it's not as if I blame you--"
"But, who else is there to blame?"
"Well, me... I guess"
"Exactly."
"So, it's my fault then?"
"No, it's my fault... but you're to blame."
"I don't understand. How does that work?"
"It's not your place to understand, only to accept."
"Okay. . . . . I'll try harder next time... I promise."
"Next time? You think I'll give you a second chance to get it right?"
". . . . . I guess not, huh?"
"One life, one chance. You want to try again, you need to give up this life."
"I figured as much..."
"Do you think you're ready for that?"
"No.... But is anyone?"
"No. No one is ever ready."
"I guess I'll have to try and fix this one."
"The choice is really yours. For good or evil, you must decide."
". . . . Can I have a while to think about it?"
"Take as long as you need, my son."
"Thanks."
Wraith
60:32:03:09:28
gia:
This makes me sad. Is there anything I can do? If you need to talk, call me.... I'm the last person on EARTH with any right to ridicule ANYONE. Don't spend your money on anyone but yourself.... you're poor like the rest of us and you need to maintain what you can. Besides, no one else really deserves it. You're a good friend and you've been there for me when I needed some support. I'm here for you now. *Hugs*