I TELL YOU I CANT CONTAIN MY INSIDES!!!!! I feel like i cant breath and then i realize its because im holding my breath! THIS IS NOT PHILOSOPHY! It is the beautiful effects of psychedelics! Im sitting on my chair, in my super super soft loving hoodie that i got for christmas, not wanting to step off. I wish there was someone here to be doing this with me, which is probably why im blogging it. My bed across the room is rolling like the waves, and Back to The Future III on the tv is cracking me up! My computer screen seems to be moving but my flat screen tv doesnt. Weird.
Well anyways. Its almost the new year! God i hope a year from now we arnt all dead. But i think this coming year will be a time of enlightenment. Im not talking about world enlightenment per say, more personal. This is probably going to be the hardest year of my life to date, but i feel it will come out of it stronger and wiser. I fucked up a lot in this past year. Im sorry for any personal pain i have caused in my roller coaster wake. Of any emotion i am more sure of than this pure feeling of euphoria i am experiencing now, it is that i am sorry.
Well to say goodbye for now, i feel a picture is appropriate.![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
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Well anyways. Its almost the new year! God i hope a year from now we arnt all dead. But i think this coming year will be a time of enlightenment. Im not talking about world enlightenment per say, more personal. This is probably going to be the hardest year of my life to date, but i feel it will come out of it stronger and wiser. I fucked up a lot in this past year. Im sorry for any personal pain i have caused in my roller coaster wake. Of any emotion i am more sure of than this pure feeling of euphoria i am experiencing now, it is that i am sorry.
Well to say goodbye for now, i feel a picture is appropriate.
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)