antihero43

She is beautiful, she is sexy, she is amazing, she makes me laugh. I mean come on what more could you ask for

So i usually dont like waking up to text messages. The light is flashing on my phone, which also stands for new voice mail, and makes me think oh no whats wrong. Its never anything wrond but the fear is still there. Except lately. Lately i have been happy to wake up and see what she has sent me while i was still sleeping. Here...
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So its Wednesday, my last of two days off of work before im back to the daily grind. Yesturday was kinda shitty, didnt make the best of a 57 degree sunny day in Oregon. Today is a bit better had some lunch with a homie, going to the gym later. I finally get to see today the disk from a recent photo shoot when i...
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So someone told me i need to update more often. So Valentines Day kinda sucked because I saw all the cute couples dinning together at the restaraunt i cook for. I also worked a 10 hour day and i need new shoes. Im so tired of being single, im out there having fun but still cant find that special lady i have a connection with....
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Being single sucks!!! I liked it for the first few months, flirted, mingled, got down. Now im tired of this shit and i want something more. Its like i just cant find anyone who actually attracts me emotionally as well as physically and i think im going to fucking crack!!! Rant of the day over!!

First id like to say, the suburbs suck ass!!! Im originally from Portland and there we have no suburbs due to urban growth boundries. Well im not currently in Portland, im in a small suburb of Chicago called ROUND LAKE BEACH. There isnt anything to do here. The only nice thing about comig here was a skate park down the street. I injured myself yesturday...
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