So I'm back in San Diego....yea! I've been back like a month, Afghanistan feels like a dream! So I got the job at the bar...then quit. I didn't get along with the owner. I fell in love with my best girlfriend.....and then she broke my heart. I've been in love twice in 26 years...this was one of them. I think I'll just stop opening myself up. I feel girls like guys who clam up...once we spill our guts, we are not wanted anymore. As it goes for both men and women, we always want what we can't have....once we get something, we are done with it. Valentines was stupid...why only be good one day out of the year. Every day should be like valentines....I'm a dreamer.
Well I'm off.....keep up the journals kids!
Well I'm off.....keep up the journals kids!
nattytattat:
Aaawwww.....so sad. I hope things get better for you. Try not to be cynical. If someone wasn't so responsible with your heart it's their issues and not yours. While closing yourself up may keep you safe from hurt, it also keeps you safe from love and that's no fun. 