I'm struggling.
Had a long, healthy conversation with Cineman yesterday while I was stuck at the Tampa airport waiting for my flight. I am thankful for this place if only for meeting him.
It's difficult for me to accept what a monster she is. It seems surreal - like it couldn't have really happened.. No one has ever treated me as badly as she did. Any yes, I kicked her out of my life. But I miss her face and the illusion of the relationship I thought we had.
It's painful to think about her lack of respect for me - and that our time together was just a game to her.
Obsessing about it and her are preventing me from letting her go. That - and her physical proximity to me.
It has been10 days.
Had a long, healthy conversation with Cineman yesterday while I was stuck at the Tampa airport waiting for my flight. I am thankful for this place if only for meeting him.
It's difficult for me to accept what a monster she is. It seems surreal - like it couldn't have really happened.. No one has ever treated me as badly as she did. Any yes, I kicked her out of my life. But I miss her face and the illusion of the relationship I thought we had.
It's painful to think about her lack of respect for me - and that our time together was just a game to her.
Obsessing about it and her are preventing me from letting her go. That - and her physical proximity to me.
It has been10 days.
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cedar:
saturday's good. lunch?
threestares:
and then there were 11.