antichristpunk

Soo im sitting here...learning how to swim, maybe because thats what you couldnt do. Maybe because its the only choice u left me when you took your life. maybe its the only way things should be. maybe you should have tried harder. maybe i should have seen. They should have seen, they should have helped you. now im left here mourning a man who they say never loved me, who slept with every girl we knew. you took your own life coleman but u took my understanding of the world with you. i hope your resting in fucking peace up in your fucking viking heaven. Im here dealing with your self created hell on earth. i hate you soo much, while i still love you and cant help you. MOTHERFUCKER!