heh heh... i got my nipples piercer today... i need some sort of pain infliced on my body to make myself feel better... i'm not really a masochist (actually i am rather a sadist, if you wanna know more, hit me up), but sometimes i need it to remind myself i'm still alive... and what better way to do that then have someone impail a 12 gauge needle through each of your nipples?! yeasterday i had a really bad day... but today i'm much better for the most part, i just... it sucks to think that i'll be aflicted by an illness for the rest of my life that i have no control over... that's life, i guess i just have to play the cards i was dealt... that was a rather clichd saying, but oh well