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For whatever reason, a proper happiness has yet to roost here.

Oh afternoon of my life!
It used to be that happiness was descending to the valley, that I might seek solace in whatever open, hospitable soul I could seduce.

Oh afternoon of my life!
What did I not sacrifice that I might have this garden in which to tend my thoughts, and this dawn...
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An anthropologist proposed a game to children in a Xhosa African tribe. He put a basket full of fruit near a tree and told the kids that who ever got there first won the sweet fruits.

When he told them to run they all took each others hands and ran together, then sat together enjoying their treats. When he asked them why they had run...
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For my buddy: UsedUpFool

It's dawn now and all gushing fountains babble louder. My soul also is a gushing fountain.

It's dawn now and all songs of the loving ones awake. My soul also is the song of a loving one.

I am light. I wish I was the blackest night. But it is my lonesomeness that courts light.

If I were the darkness, I...
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Memories - The overcoming of my youth:

All the gleams of divine fleeting love. How could you perish so soon for me? I think of you today as my dead ones. From you, my dearest dead ones, came unto me this sweet salvation, heart-opening and melting. For you I struggled and today I open my heart.

This dawn, I am the richest and most to...
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Attitude, you got some fucking attitude
I can't believe what you say to me
You got some attitude

Inside your feeble brain there's probably a whore
If you don't shut your mouth you're gonna feel the floor

With so much drama in the SGC.
It's kinda hard bein' the mutha fuckin Anti C
But uh, somehow, some way
I keep comin' up with funny ass shit like every single day

May I say a little something for the haters?
And, make a few enemies as I breeze through
Seven in the mornin' and the party's still jumpin'
'Cause this is chat home...
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I am valuable. I am exactly the kind of friend that I like to have. I am sensitive & I care a lot. Sometimes more then I should. I love the people in my life with everything I have. I have big dreams and a lot of passion, but I would put either on hold to be there for someone I care about.

Sometimes I...
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Hello blue skies. Were you looking for me? So glad we found each other again. <666

There is nothing easier or harder, than happiness; it's the feeling that comes when you're open to the life that flows through you, when you know that you are me & I am you. If you can learn to let go of your ego & realize that you don't exist individually. That is my struggle.

I've spent so much of my life cut off from...
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