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Tuesday Sep 18, 2012

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In the end, why should I not voice my suspicion? In my case, Americans will try everything to hold us all from a tremendous destiny. So far they have compromised themselves in all things; I doubt that they will do any better in the future (How I wish I were a bad prophet in this case). My natural companions are Europeans, Canadians, and Latinos, it has always been that way.

The American spirit is for me bad air: I breathe with difficulty near the instinctive uncleanliness in that psychology which with every word, every facial expression is the American betrayal. They have never gone through a century of hard self-examination, like the French (a La Rochefoucauld and a Descartes are a hundred times superior in honesty to the foremost Americans) to this day they have not had a prophet. But prophecy is almost the measure of the cleanliness or uncleanliness of a race.

If one is not even cleanly, how should one have depth? It is with Americans as if they will never fathoms their depths; they may not have any. They arent even shallow. What is called deep in America is precisely this instinctive uncleanliness in relation to oneself. They do not want to gain clarity about themselves. I propose the word American as the new international coinage for this psychological depravity.

Why shouldn't I go all the way? I like to make a clean sweep of things. It is part of my ambition to be considered a despiser of the American way. My mistrust of the American character I expressed even when I was a child, the Americans seem impossible to me. When I imagine a type of man that antagonizes all my instincts, it always turns into an American.

It is with the most profound spirit of melancholy that I turn from America, I cannot endure this race among whom I am always in bad company, that has no mind for nuances (after all, I am a nuance) that has no spirit in its feet and does not even know how to walk (the Americans ultimately have no feet at all, they have only legs). The Americans have no idea how vulgar they are; but that is the superlative of vulgarity, they are not even ashamed of being merely Americans. They join in every discussion; they consider themselves decisive, but decisiveness with ignorance is no virtue. My whole life has been in vain seeking among them for some sign of tact, of dlicatesse in their relations.

It is part of my nature to be gentle and benevolent toward everybody, and being here makes me violent and angry. I have the right not to make distinctions, but that does not prevent me from keeping my eyes open. I expect no one to understand, least of all my friends. In the end I hope that this revelation has not diminished my humanity in relation to you. There are five or six things that have always been a point of honor with me. Nevertheless it is true that almost every sentiment that has reached me for years now strikes me as a piece of cynicism: there is more cynicism in being falsely kind than in any hatred.

I tell every one of my friends to his face that he has never considered it worth while to study any of my writings: I infer from the smallest signs that they do not even know what is in them. Who among my friends sees more than an impermissible but fortunately utterly inconsequential presumption?

I myself have never suffered from all this, what is necessary does not hurt me; "amor fati" is my inmost nature. But this does not preclude my love of irony, even world-historical irony. And thus I have sent into the world my thoughts on the American immortal blunder in relation to love and peace that will stand in all eternity. There is barely enough time left for this. It is all disaster. Most delightfully, my dear Americans!

My regards,
Future Expat
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shiz:
Echoes many of my own thoughts. Though, part of me can't help feeling like expatriation is a form of abandonment, in comparison to "doing something about it". Not that I have a fucking clue how to do that effectively.
Sep 18, 2012
shiz:
Then, the next question is where to expatriate to. There aren't many nations that are sufficiently better as to inspire glee at the thought of moving there... particularly if you limit yourself to English-speaking nations (though I know extremely little about South Africa). There's also the problem that many excellent countries won't simply let you move there... you have to have a reason to move there (the most reliable is usually marriage; having a stable job lined up for you is usually the next-best).

We very nearly pursued a move to Japan, but it turned out not to make great financial sense at this time. Anyway, it suffers some severe problems in comparison to the States. The general lack of religion is certainly a plus, but the biggest thing that worries me about the country is their justice system - it's guilty until proven innocent, there's no jury, and if you get as far as a trial, well, congratulations, you're guilty (99.7% of trials result in conviction).

There's no such thing as a perfect nation, of course, but so far the ones I think I might be most interested in, would be Sweden or Norway. They're usually high on the Human Development Index (Norway was #1 last couple years), and they're pretty low on religious belief. Doesn't hurt that I have friends in Stockholm. From what I hear from a Swedish expatriate, though, there's plenty of Big Government, so I dunno.

What countries have caught your eye?
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