My friend,
You're always the last one to leave
Those dimly lit rooms.
Making sure the last glass makes its way to the table empty.
And every bottle in the place
Has been upside down
At least a few times what a waste.
Is this what's left of you these days?
You're not eighteen anymore.
Five years should have been,
enough time for you to grow up and get over this.
Not too cool to be throwing up all morning sick
from what you might have done or done it with.
And I swear if I could take your pain
And frame it and hang it on my wall,
Maybe you would never have to hurt it all.
Painting pictures in red and blue.
A portrait bruise just like you
And now you're walking away.
You're not eighteen anymore.
Five years should have been,
enough time for you to grow up and get over this.
Not too cool to be throwing up all morning sick from what you might of done.
When is enough, finally enough?
The hang-ups and the heartbreaks get you past.
Our failures lay down but just accept yourself.
Find some thing that brings you closer to complete.
Painting pictures in red and blue.
A portrait bruise just like you and now you're walking away.
You're not eighteen anymore.
Five years should have been,
enough time for you to grow up and get over this.
Not too cool to be throwing up all morning sick
From what you might of done or done it with.
When is enough, finally enough?
When is enough, finally enough?
will the last couple day have been pretty fun 4 me. on mon i went downtown and met up with some old fiend of me we went 2 the red lion bar drank & drank & drank i got so shit face it was funny but was fun time. then on tue i buy sin city witch is the great movie ever bsides memento. will anyway call up some fiend, went up at one of the house get food & watch it then talk about it 4 a while. last night i went out with danny & saw 4 bother witch was a great movie.
the wierds thing happen 2 my lucie call me for no good reason but 2 hear me talk. that has 2 be the 1st it happen bc she uslly call wanting 2 do soming or get tattoo. it make feel like she need me 4 once.
i can't way 4 next weak i get 2 c 3 show. sun i get 2 c the dead 60s, mon grabage, thus dredg if u dont have any of their cd go get no question ask just do it.
next week is my rockstar week so im going 2 be live it up.
oh ya my aunt want me 2 move in with her but the that mean i would have 2 move 2 vegas witch isn't that bad of a thing i think i might take her up on it just start all over. bc their really nothing holding me hear anymore both melissa and lucie r gone. all my fiend have good life. idk what 2 do
You're always the last one to leave
Those dimly lit rooms.
Making sure the last glass makes its way to the table empty.
And every bottle in the place
Has been upside down
At least a few times what a waste.
Is this what's left of you these days?
You're not eighteen anymore.
Five years should have been,
enough time for you to grow up and get over this.
Not too cool to be throwing up all morning sick
from what you might have done or done it with.
And I swear if I could take your pain
And frame it and hang it on my wall,
Maybe you would never have to hurt it all.
Painting pictures in red and blue.
A portrait bruise just like you
And now you're walking away.
You're not eighteen anymore.
Five years should have been,
enough time for you to grow up and get over this.
Not too cool to be throwing up all morning sick from what you might of done.
When is enough, finally enough?
The hang-ups and the heartbreaks get you past.
Our failures lay down but just accept yourself.
Find some thing that brings you closer to complete.
Painting pictures in red and blue.
A portrait bruise just like you and now you're walking away.
You're not eighteen anymore.
Five years should have been,
enough time for you to grow up and get over this.
Not too cool to be throwing up all morning sick
From what you might of done or done it with.
When is enough, finally enough?
When is enough, finally enough?
will the last couple day have been pretty fun 4 me. on mon i went downtown and met up with some old fiend of me we went 2 the red lion bar drank & drank & drank i got so shit face it was funny but was fun time. then on tue i buy sin city witch is the great movie ever bsides memento. will anyway call up some fiend, went up at one of the house get food & watch it then talk about it 4 a while. last night i went out with danny & saw 4 bother witch was a great movie.
the wierds thing happen 2 my lucie call me for no good reason but 2 hear me talk. that has 2 be the 1st it happen bc she uslly call wanting 2 do soming or get tattoo. it make feel like she need me 4 once.
i can't way 4 next weak i get 2 c 3 show. sun i get 2 c the dead 60s, mon grabage, thus dredg if u dont have any of their cd go get no question ask just do it.
next week is my rockstar week so im going 2 be live it up.
oh ya my aunt want me 2 move in with her but the that mean i would have 2 move 2 vegas witch isn't that bad of a thing i think i might take her up on it just start all over. bc their really nothing holding me hear anymore both melissa and lucie r gone. all my fiend have good life. idk what 2 do