i just got done working 34 hour in two day . boy that a shit load of work but i love it . it also give me time to think aboot my world. i think im more fuck up that i though i was. my fiend think i suicidal. becaues im not myself. would u b yourself went you know that people are get dumder by the hour . oh well fuck them. just becues i dont want to be around people doesnt mean i want to kill myself.