i've been think a lot aboot what my mother told me some month ago. "a girl at 18 looks at thing diffrenently then a girl at 22." at frist i didnt think much of it, but i see it more and more every day. it hard to put it in 2 words, how i see this but i do and it make me sad. it T.s 4 me.
i also realize that the man i was becoming is no longer man i want 2 be.
i just want 2 be free of all this. i'm start 2 hate myself more & more. i feel like i miss the boat in some way. in school they tell u we'll be great if u work hard. if that true were my greatness i've work my ass off & feel like shit.
i know i have to find a new girlfrend. the ones i've have did well for me beside the 1st one.
goddamn this world. i hate everyone. they are sheep. they all r going to be eaten by the world and i can way.
if i die be4 i wake i hope 2 come back as a crow or raven so i can fly. to be that free would a god sent or a sin but who care.
everything i have mean shit 2 me.
i'd sell my soul, myselfesteem a dollor at time for just one taste of you
i also realize that the man i was becoming is no longer man i want 2 be.
i just want 2 be free of all this. i'm start 2 hate myself more & more. i feel like i miss the boat in some way. in school they tell u we'll be great if u work hard. if that true were my greatness i've work my ass off & feel like shit.
i know i have to find a new girlfrend. the ones i've have did well for me beside the 1st one.
goddamn this world. i hate everyone. they are sheep. they all r going to be eaten by the world and i can way.
if i die be4 i wake i hope 2 come back as a crow or raven so i can fly. to be that free would a god sent or a sin but who care.
everything i have mean shit 2 me.
i'd sell my soul, myselfesteem a dollor at time for just one taste of you