my sis went 2 collage & 4 the 1st time i realize that i need my sis. i have none 2 talk 2 any more. none 2 tell me that life will be all right but in her own way. i'm go 2 get my back tattoo 2day. i have been waiting 4 this 4 the longs time. she call 2 to ask if i could hook her friend with a tattoo from my tattooer i said yes i dont mind doing this 4 her. but it made me think does she call me to see me or does she do it 2 see what i can do 4 her. i think it the frist one but who know but her. i start to realize that this world is not 4 me any more it has 2 much bullshit in it. it harder 4 me to find people i like 2 be with. there only hand full of people i can stand with out want 2 kill them. all i have to said is that my next life better be a crow or panda.
