life is good, i really can't complain. when i think it's bad - it's just my head, not my life. i have to let things be. i can't fix and change everything - nor should i. i have to take care of me and my side, and be of service to my family, friends and boss.
when i was fucked up years (9) ago, i would sit around and dream about a life like this and i would cry because i knew it wasn't possible, not with what i had become. when i first got sober, i used to dream about have $5 a day to blow on what ever i wanted and that just seemed unobtainable.
i have all i need and more then i could have wished for. so today i will be grateful and happy
have a good day friends!!!
when i was fucked up years (9) ago, i would sit around and dream about a life like this and i would cry because i knew it wasn't possible, not with what i had become. when i first got sober, i used to dream about have $5 a day to blow on what ever i wanted and that just seemed unobtainable.
i have all i need and more then i could have wished for. so today i will be grateful and happy
have a good day friends!!!
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GB about the early twenties thang!! i went through the same shit at 22, and once i straightened myself out, i never wanted life to be like that ever again and have made it a point to live positively. blah blah, i'm not going to take up anymore room.
xoxo thalia
what's up man? i've been feeling really good lately -- sorta like, when i look around i have such a strong sense of everything falling into place -- oh, and here's my new way of looking at the whole "i'm never gonna drink again thing" -- i figure i've drank as much in the last ten years as the average person does in a lifetime -- technically, it all evens out in the end. i can't complain -- things are too good.