Ok, I'm finally calming down. I gotta thank to my friends who talked to me durring this stressfull time of mine, but I've got to move on with my life, right? Well, I decided to make some resolutions to help me try to avoid this shit that I've been going through lately. Since it's almost March, they will be my birthday resolutions. How creative is that? Not really? Oh well, here they go.
1) Celibacy - yup you heard me right. It's not like i get much anyway, but my penis has recently gotten me in some serious drama that I dont wish to be in again. I don't wish to confuse lust for love ever again, so I'm putting my penis on reserve for a year. Thanks for the idea Sarah!
2) Speak my mind - I keep too much stuff bottled in, and its not a good thing. I've got to learn how to be more open with my feelings so people, including myself, wont get hurt in the long run. So for now on, I'm trying my damnest to be open and honest with everyone
3) Follow my heart - I may have lost a good friend because I didnt follow my heart. I put myself in a situation that was well over my head, but I blindly followed like a lost sheep for what turned out to be a cheep thrill. Out of everything that has happened recently, this caused the most dissapointment in myself. I'm the good kid, im the responsable one, but I didnt listen to myself and look where it got me. I vow not to go against my better judgement again.
Heres hoping for better days. Sorry for being so depressing lately
1) Celibacy - yup you heard me right. It's not like i get much anyway, but my penis has recently gotten me in some serious drama that I dont wish to be in again. I don't wish to confuse lust for love ever again, so I'm putting my penis on reserve for a year. Thanks for the idea Sarah!
2) Speak my mind - I keep too much stuff bottled in, and its not a good thing. I've got to learn how to be more open with my feelings so people, including myself, wont get hurt in the long run. So for now on, I'm trying my damnest to be open and honest with everyone
3) Follow my heart - I may have lost a good friend because I didnt follow my heart. I put myself in a situation that was well over my head, but I blindly followed like a lost sheep for what turned out to be a cheep thrill. Out of everything that has happened recently, this caused the most dissapointment in myself. I'm the good kid, im the responsable one, but I didnt listen to myself and look where it got me. I vow not to go against my better judgement again.
Heres hoping for better days. Sorry for being so depressing lately
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lidiot:
A little advice from an old man: Cut yourself some slack on rules 1 and 2. Number 3 should take care of you well enough, if you follow it truly.
antfro83:
UGH! I just havent been having a good couple of days. I still gots some thinking to do, but we'll see what happens in the future....thanks for the words guys!