I don't know what just happened, but I feel like I just hit rock bottom. Just at this second. I almost threw up. I think that I just realized that everything is over. Everything that I knew and embraced and took for granted for so long is completely over. I have to start all over again, and I don't feel capable. I float from day...
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toads:
Stick with it Kid, I promice things can only get better. Life always seems to suck the worst. Just remember you got people who care about you, and are there if you ever need em.
Well, the past week or so has gone much better than expected. It's a long, torrid story, I'll spare the details, but I am so over it already. I forgot that amazing free feeling of being single. I do miss having someone to cuddle with and be generally stupid with, though...
But I think I'm doing just fine. I hope to be on here a...
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But I think I'm doing just fine. I hope to be on here a...
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tadzi:
i never worried too much (about the proper wearing of the ring) i wear it on my left hand with the heart pointing down....i just like it better that way.
Well, I'm single for the first time in a long, long time. Turned my claddagh out and everything. I'm not really sure how I feel about it, I guess we just weren't meant to be, right?
tadzi:
you seem to be all right with it, so i guess thats what counts.
heres a question, because ive heard it for both ways...which is the correct way to wear that for a single person? heart pointing down or up?
heres a question, because ive heard it for both ways...which is the correct way to wear that for a single person? heart pointing down or up?
toads:
hey kiddo, I know how that feels. much love darlin, keep strong...
enough sap, SMILE...please?
enough sap, SMILE...please?
Well, the old saying is true...
Life sucks, and then you die, in debt.
Life sucks, and then you die, in debt.
tadzi:
yeah..that about sums it up.
jasonmcdermott:
Congrats on being accepted to SG. It has been a while since I've been on and haven't been able to keep up with everything. And, I agree with you about life and death and debt. Cause I'm totally feeling that now as well. Hope everything else is well...
Oh my god. Nothing is going right today. I just had a big long rant and it got deleted. Sticky keys are so fucking annoying.
Let's try to remember...
I had a really aggravating day at work today everyone was so rude/annoying/stupid. The only thing keeping me form killing almost everyone was the fact that tomorrow is 4:20 and I was shooting my set tomorrow...
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Let's try to remember...
I had a really aggravating day at work today everyone was so rude/annoying/stupid. The only thing keeping me form killing almost everyone was the fact that tomorrow is 4:20 and I was shooting my set tomorrow...
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toads:
Those kinda Days suck...and weather is supose to get rainy today... best of luck kiddo, im sure things will get better
tadzi:
i hate it when people try to change the schedule then get all bitchy if you cant. as if its wrong to make plans on your off days/hours.
I got accepted. 
Now I need to find the time after a 49 hour work week to shoot a set...
Now I need to find the time after a 49 hour work week to shoot a set...
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anteup:
I've got it narrowed down to 3: Enid, Rita, or Iris. Yeah, I'm a fan of those 4-letter old lady names...
toads:
After seeing your Pic im not suprised you where accepted....very cute! congratz
Well, it turns out the Saab needs a whole new radiator. now I'm $200 more in the hole. Sucks.
At least I fixed the headlight all by myself.
I need to find some way to make some more money. Hopefully I'll get accepted to SG...
At least I fixed the headlight all by myself.
I need to find some way to make some more money. Hopefully I'll get accepted to SG...
tadzi:
$200?
so the guy who is supposed to fix your saab is a S.O.B. then, it would seem.
so the guy who is supposed to fix your saab is a S.O.B. then, it would seem.
jasonmcdermott:
OH NO!!! That is not good! How's the job? It's nice to hear the monroe is healing up nice too!
Good Shit in Review:
>The weather here has been getting better and better every day! I'm finally starting to feel better, and I can't wait to do some work in my gardens! (FYI, I have Seasonal Affective Disorder (or so my doctor says..) and I was fairly depressed/frumpy from October to now)
>My Monroe is healing up nicely--I can smile now!
>I got a $50...
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>The weather here has been getting better and better every day! I'm finally starting to feel better, and I can't wait to do some work in my gardens! (FYI, I have Seasonal Affective Disorder (or so my doctor says..) and I was fairly depressed/frumpy from October to now)
>My Monroe is healing up nicely--I can smile now!
>I got a $50...
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commonman:
I like your Monroe. And I like spring (I think I have a little touch of the SAD too). I even like daylillies. But I only get paid every other week, so I can't share in your excitement. Anyway, hello!
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missbernie:
yes!
tadzi:
yesh 
I start at Frederick's today!!
I'm actually excited about going to work today... but I'm sure that will all change in due time.
I'm not a fan of the all-black wardrobe, either. But what can you do?
Also, my Monroe is still sore. It's really hard to smoke cigarettes. But it's cute, so I'm not taking it out unless my face turns black or something.
I'm actually excited about going to work today... but I'm sure that will all change in due time.
I'm not a fan of the all-black wardrobe, either. But what can you do?
Also, my Monroe is still sore. It's really hard to smoke cigarettes. But it's cute, so I'm not taking it out unless my face turns black or something.
jasonmcdermott:
hey there! it's nice to see some fairly new members from the syracuse community. are you working at the carousel now? should be a fun job (and don't worry - an all black wardrobe isn't that bad for work)!
You'll have to put some pics up of your monroe. they are probably my favorite facial piercing on females. they are just so classy. where did you get yours done?
You'll have to put some pics up of your monroe. they are probably my favorite facial piercing on females. they are just so classy. where did you get yours done?
Just got back form getting my monroe pierced. It wasn't as bad as I expected, but the back of the labret is digging into my gum.
As soon as my dad got home, he said, "It's stupid and it's ugly."
That genuinely upset me. but I guess I'll get over it. I think it's cute as hell.
Pictures when I feel like it.
As soon as my dad got home, he said, "It's stupid and it's ugly."
That genuinely upset me. but I guess I'll get over it. I think it's cute as hell.
Pictures when I feel like it.
tadzi:
is father rather conservative? voicing displeasure is one thing, but that sounded rather harsh.
kaitee:
Oooh, can't wait to see a pic!