So what has been going on during the oh-so exciting life of Collin? Well, today was the History 151 final and my last chance to talk to Jaime. As is her custom, she didn't show up or sat somewhere completely different than usual. Then again, I was pretty wrapped up in writing three essays. That class is the epitome of a joke...I'm glad it's over.
After that I came back to the apartment and slept from 11:15 to 5:30. Sleep is good and dreams are a mixed bag. The first dream during the day I recall involved the ex, Megan. She was crying and we were holding each other. She kept repeating how sorry she was and how we were going to get back together later in college. I hate dreams like those. I lament of loss of what we had, but there is no future, no reconciliation. Where is my Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind when I need it?
The second dream was great. It too involved a girl, Janessa, of whom I was in love with freshman year...too bad she didn't know that I liked her until the final day. I saw her the other day walking across campus, and I know she recognized me...I was walking in front of her and could almost feel her looking at me. Maybe this is where the dream originated. In the dream, I was with her in some strange setting, standing next to a bike rack of some sort. We were gabbing it up when the whole "flirting" began and she said something about kissing and gave me "the eyes." Instead of saying, "have you ever kissed a fella with a lip piercing?" I blushed and changed the subject. Next thing I know she bangs her knee on some part of the bike rack (I should note that she is wearing a skirt). So I carry her over to a nearby sofa and start blowing on the inflamed area. Then, for some reason, I kissed her knee. She throws an arm around my neck and holds my head close her lap. I love those kinds of dreams.
So here's the situation: I'm regaining interest in Janessa and I'd like to do something about it. The only problem is that this week is finals week and everybody has screwed up schedules. The only thing I can think of is to look her up in the student directory and give her a call. She knows me from that brief encounter a year ago and she was also my peer advisor when I was in the biology program. So there is some familiarity between us, albeit limited. Should I call her or would that be completely "stalker-esque?"
After that I came back to the apartment and slept from 11:15 to 5:30. Sleep is good and dreams are a mixed bag. The first dream during the day I recall involved the ex, Megan. She was crying and we were holding each other. She kept repeating how sorry she was and how we were going to get back together later in college. I hate dreams like those. I lament of loss of what we had, but there is no future, no reconciliation. Where is my Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind when I need it?
The second dream was great. It too involved a girl, Janessa, of whom I was in love with freshman year...too bad she didn't know that I liked her until the final day. I saw her the other day walking across campus, and I know she recognized me...I was walking in front of her and could almost feel her looking at me. Maybe this is where the dream originated. In the dream, I was with her in some strange setting, standing next to a bike rack of some sort. We were gabbing it up when the whole "flirting" began and she said something about kissing and gave me "the eyes." Instead of saying, "have you ever kissed a fella with a lip piercing?" I blushed and changed the subject. Next thing I know she bangs her knee on some part of the bike rack (I should note that she is wearing a skirt). So I carry her over to a nearby sofa and start blowing on the inflamed area. Then, for some reason, I kissed her knee. She throws an arm around my neck and holds my head close her lap. I love those kinds of dreams.
So here's the situation: I'm regaining interest in Janessa and I'd like to do something about it. The only problem is that this week is finals week and everybody has screwed up schedules. The only thing I can think of is to look her up in the student directory and give her a call. She knows me from that brief encounter a year ago and she was also my peer advisor when I was in the biology program. So there is some familiarity between us, albeit limited. Should I call her or would that be completely "stalker-esque?"
xmilitaryxmikex:
I'd say don't bother. There's too many factors against it in the first place. If you honestly come across her in the near future, cool and jump on it. Otherwise, just be patient for your chance to pounce on some action.