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No Jaime today.
xmilitaryxmikex:
When I think about it, this Jaime chick not showing up to class says something about her responsibility and personality. Not to rain on your parade, but her not going to class says she's flakey and irresponsible. But that's me. I could be wrong, but it's shitty that she's fucking away her own education that costs her great sums of money.
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Let's see here, nothing new to report except for the weekend wrap up, which in itself wasn't exactly spectacular.

The fabled "Last LAN Party Until 2006" took place Friday night. Far be it for me to criticize and choose the company of the evening, but some of those kids involved just flat out got on my nerves. Eventually I left to seek out something a...
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No Jaime in class today...I'm saddened. I was so totally going to ask her for her company in drinking Chai Tea, but dammit, she has to be present for that to happen.

Things are coming to a close and I better get my ass in gear with this chick seeing as I only have two days of this class with her.
xmilitaryxmikex:
YEP!
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So there I am, walking across campus on my way to History 151 without much of a care in my head. Actually, the only thing in my head at the time was Bleeding Through's "Love Lost in a Hail of Gunfire." As I'm walking down the stairs I finally remember why I show up for this class: Jaime. I looked down the normal flight of...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
Dude! You fucking got her! That's the way I see it. The ice is broken, she seems to show genuine interest, and all you have to do is ask her out. Go for it, yo!

That's all the advice I'm going to give you, because there's not really a problem. You're past the shy stage, you're being confident and you're picking the right time to ask her out. Assess the situation and react accordingly.
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December 1st. Let the celebration begin. I'm not much of a fan of November...don't know why, but I'm not. I love December though. It's not just Christmas, there are a lot of things that compile to form my love of the month. I like snow-- a lot. I like shovelling snow late at night from my driveway listening to GY!BE's "Yanqui U.X.O." I like plopping...
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Not much to say nowadays--

The term papers have been handed in and I'm quite nervous about getting them back. I was up until 1:30 this morning proofing them with a very intelligent friend.

I didn't fall asleep until 3:30 or so, and battled the ever present sleepiness all day. I blew off my humanities class again, partly because I didn't read and partly because...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
When I was in high school I drove around a '72 Chevy El Camino. That piece of shit didn't like the cold at all, so I'd have to let it warm up for like 5-10 minutes before even putting it in drive. I drive a '01 Chevy S-10 now and it's done pretty well even in the snow of British Columbia. I still hate that damn thing, though. I wish I had a new Honda Civic LX instead.
chetbroke:
stress is never good, so dont stress, does nothing for you.
you did what you can, now just chill out and dont worry about the outcome until you are presented with it.

stress isnt good.
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Oh wow, 5 comments this time around. Huzzah! Well thanks to everyone who commented, I tried to leave you a little something in response.

Hmm, I'm leaving for Missoula tomorrow. This break flew by as quickly as I had imagined it, even though I tried my best to stay awake as long as possible. I hung out with a very good friend I had in...
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Huzzah huzzah, three comments on my last journal post, if only they were always like that.

So, the classy thing to do would be to recap my Thanksgiving, but I'll forgo that tradition and just ramble like I always do.

I wonder when my membership expires...I can't remember how many months I signed up for.

So I tried really, really hard to push a lot...
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ayla:
They probably received so many cards that an individual response either won't happen, or won't happen for a while. I'm going to see Bleeding Through tomorrow night, there's a chance that either one of them might be there (even though tomorrow is Jade's birthday), since they're good friends with Bleeding Through (and Himsa, who is also performing, ugh). If they do in fact show, I can ask them there.
amethyst:
hello again my dear! Nothingt o interesting to say right now but I figured I would drop by to say hello again smile
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I'm really fucking sick and tired of anything that conjures up memories of my ex. I really, really want to be over this girl. Perhaps I took another step forward and peeked into her email to find out she's with another guy. I also threw a bunch of the clothes she bought me during our 11 month relationship into the fire tonight. It was almost...
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mikenbot:
Hey, we have the same birfday! N-e ways, I hope you feel better soon--if you don't mind me butting into personal biznass--but I think having the same birthday and liking DAvid Bowie makes a connection that crosses all boundaries! Whatevers! shocked
xmilitaryxmikex:
AAAAAAAH! You just got to completely forget about that chick and just move on. That means squash those urges to call her, or anything else that involves her. I know I totally need to delete Maggie's number from my cell phone, but it has more symbolic purpose than it does memories. It just reminds me of how I treated her and why she call blocked my number.

Just enjoy seeing your family and friends and call it cool. After all that's done, go back to pimpin' dem hoes and regulating on mofo's like usual. You just can't be a little bitch about things all the time, just man up and perservere. I know it's easy to say and harder to do, but every man's gotta do it. Besides, chicks need men not little boys in their lives; the ones that want little boys can go get bent 'cause they ain't trill.
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So I'm home, back in Billings. There isn't much here anymore that particularly makes me happy-- I just enjoy seeing my family and old friends. I miss a lot of things now and perhaps I dwell on all that which cannot be changed, but obviously I do, and coming home now is even more melancholy without Megan. I remember last Thanksgiving and how much fun...
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"The car is on fire and there is no driver at the wheel, and the sewers are all muddied with a thousand lonely suicides, and a dark wind blows. The government is corrupt, and we're all sold drugs with the radio on and the curtains drawn. We're trapped in the belly of this horrible machine, and the machine is bleeding to death. The sun has...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
It sounds like an exerpt from some book or story about 9/11. I remember I had to write an essay about being someone in 9/11. I hated it because I really had no interest in it and couldn't put myself in New York City. I was in Prince Sultan Air Base, Saudi Arabia, on my first deployment whenever it happened. Not cool to be running around with chemical gear ready in the burning ass desert!
tonyvortex:
how odd thats been my away message all this week.well at least the first part is,good pick.