Super fun holidays (sarcasm or not, you decide)
Christmas Eve was pretty great, when disected and observed in small doses as my niece tends ruins things. Following nearly every happy moment she would butt in with all her 4 year old annoyance. I was quite suprised though that she was able to keep her mouth shut when my mom opened the earrings and necklace my...
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Christmas Eve was pretty great, when disected and observed in small doses as my niece tends ruins things. Following nearly every happy moment she would butt in with all her 4 year old annoyance. I was quite suprised though that she was able to keep her mouth shut when my mom opened the earrings and necklace my...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
8 calls? Goddamn that's obsessive. What a psycho. You should tell him to chill out a bit. Maybe make that a New Year's Resolution to tell people what you really think. Your obsessive friend, chicks you have things for, random people that piss you off, etc.
So, absolute random ramblings a plenty:
Tonight I saw "Lemony Snickets: A Series of Unfortunate Events." I liked it a whole lot and would have enjoyed my movie experience even more if the fools behind me would have shut their mouths. What's the point of going to movies if all one does is talk? Aren't there coffee shops for that? And worst of all it...
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Tonight I saw "Lemony Snickets: A Series of Unfortunate Events." I liked it a whole lot and would have enjoyed my movie experience even more if the fools behind me would have shut their mouths. What's the point of going to movies if all one does is talk? Aren't there coffee shops for that? And worst of all it...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
Being a designated driver always sucks, whether you drink or not. I just hope you got some play last night and were safe the whole time (driving, mostly).
What is it with flakey-ass chicks?!
What is it with flakey-ass chicks?!
A decent update is in the works...be still you throbbing masses.
xmilitaryxmikex:
UPDATE COLLIN! UPDATE!! I MUST KNOW EVERY FACET OF YOUR LIFE OR I WILL DIE!!! YOU ARE MY IDOL!!! I WORSHIP YOU IN EVERY WAY!!!
just kidding...
Yeah, I'm not going to pursue Whitney because I still hold true to why I dumped her in the first place. I couldn't respect myself to go back to that anyway.
just kidding...
Yeah, I'm not going to pursue Whitney because I still hold true to why I dumped her in the first place. I couldn't respect myself to go back to that anyway.
Now that the year has come full circle,
I remember climbing this hill, heartbroken,
To gaze up at the graceful sight of you,
And how you hung then above those woods
As you do tonight, bathing them in brightness.
But at that time your face seemed nothing
But a cloudy shimmering through my tears,
So wretched was the life I led: and lead still...
Nothing...
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I remember climbing this hill, heartbroken,
To gaze up at the graceful sight of you,
And how you hung then above those woods
As you do tonight, bathing them in brightness.
But at that time your face seemed nothing
But a cloudy shimmering through my tears,
So wretched was the life I led: and lead still...
Nothing...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
this year I've witnessed the end of many things for me: relationships, my service in the navy (and decommission of my squadron), my first semester in college, my drinking, smoking, and drug use.
When I look at it now, they're all choices that I've made and choose to live with. In the end, I feel I'm right for have made them. But, I think there is only damage underneath the strength I display, like a mended sword.
What doesn't kill us, make us stronger.
When I look at it now, they're all choices that I've made and choose to live with. In the end, I feel I'm right for have made them. But, I think there is only damage underneath the strength I display, like a mended sword.
What doesn't kill us, make us stronger.
Okay, so I just got done watching "Labyrinth" with a few friends. Strange, I remember it differently from years ago-- funny how time changes that.
Today is officially the 18th of December, I don't start spring semester until January 24th. Pretty nice break.
Dang, my journals are terrible lately. I attribute that to the fact that nothing has happened in the near past.
Today is officially the 18th of December, I don't start spring semester until January 24th. Pretty nice break.
Dang, my journals are terrible lately. I attribute that to the fact that nothing has happened in the near past.
Back in Billings.
The drive home took longer than expected because Lindsey decided to take her sweet ass time packing. Not only that, but when she was loading her car, one of the student-bus drivers that she's madly in love with, stopped and they exchanged emails and talked. Oh so considerate.
Lindsey sucks at highway travel. Seriously, when your speed range is 62-88 mph in...
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The drive home took longer than expected because Lindsey decided to take her sweet ass time packing. Not only that, but when she was loading her car, one of the student-bus drivers that she's madly in love with, stopped and they exchanged emails and talked. Oh so considerate.
Lindsey sucks at highway travel. Seriously, when your speed range is 62-88 mph in...
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Finals blow...they blow really hard. Not like they're hard or anything, it's just that I have zero ambition to study. Oh well, one more final tomorrow at one. After that I get to piss around this dump of a town for the night. Friday morning I'm driving back to Billings-- the only thing I'm looking forward to in the next couple days is that 5...
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prettydeadgirl:
just dropping by to say hello 
james:
so ah..how bout that wind up bird album?
So what has been going on during the oh-so exciting life of Collin? Well, today was the History 151 final and my last chance to talk to Jaime. As is her custom, she didn't show up or sat somewhere completely different than usual. Then again, I was pretty wrapped up in writing three essays. That class is the epitome of a joke...I'm glad it's over....
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xmilitaryxmikex:
I'd say don't bother. There's too many factors against it in the first place. If you honestly come across her in the near future, cool and jump on it. Otherwise, just be patient for your chance to pounce on some action.
Back from the dead...er...Seattle.
Great trip if I must say so despite the fact that I hate too many things. The main purpose of the excursion was to reward my sister and I on our "excellent" semester even though finals hadn't even started then. It was also a Christmas shopping trip too. Spending money on people who will truly appreciate the gift is awesome; spending...
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Great trip if I must say so despite the fact that I hate too many things. The main purpose of the excursion was to reward my sister and I on our "excellent" semester even though finals hadn't even started then. It was also a Christmas shopping trip too. Spending money on people who will truly appreciate the gift is awesome; spending...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
I fucking hate those ugg boots. They were tacky then and they're tackier now. They're about as bad as man wearing women's pants. No matter what you call it, it's still borderline transvestite.
xmilitaryxmikex:
I fucking hate those ugg boots. They were tacky then and they're tackier now. They're about as bad as man wearing women's pants. No matter what you call it, it's still borderline transvestite.
I'll be in Seattle until late Sunday night. Later.
james:
i love wind up bird, i actually know.have met the ddue who is wind up bird, he;s from aroundme....thanks!
xmilitaryxmikex:
Don't forget to visit the original Starbucks store downtown and any other cool places like the EMP, SAM, and beware of those UW chicks!
No Jaime today, as expected.
There was a bright spot, though. I ran across this girl from my freshman chemistry class who I was in love with and finally talked to on the last day of that year. She recognized me and we had that "eye contact of recognition" thing going on. I tried to slow down my gait so she would catch up and...
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There was a bright spot, though. I ran across this girl from my freshman chemistry class who I was in love with and finally talked to on the last day of that year. She recognized me and we had that "eye contact of recognition" thing going on. I tried to slow down my gait so she would catch up and...
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I'm gonna see just how long I can stay awake tonight. Instead of being up since 9 o'clock yesterday morning like I had planned (I got up and realized my Everyday Italian wasn't on the food channel so I went back to sleep) I actually started my day at 3 in the afternoon.
What a waste of a day. Seriously, here it is 12 hours...
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What a waste of a day. Seriously, here it is 12 hours...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
All I can say with chicks is that you win some, you lose some. Chicks aren't really a means to measure accomplishment. I know that this isn't the case, but in a sociological way, every guy whines about not winning over the girl. If they're seriously all about you, then they'll come; but if they're not, fuck 'em, and move on. Just remember, chicks are attracted to men, not little boys who think they're men.
Your introvertedness is just a result of your lack of confidence. It's hard to take severe criticism, especially from someone you care about, and it wreaks havoc on your self-esteem. The important thing to remember is that even though it may be personal, don't let it eat you alive. That means they've won and you let them.
All I can say to help you out is listen to some Hatebreed, or some other positive youth hardcore and perservere. I think I get a lot of my attitude from Hatebreed, with the aggressive positive outlook. It's confident and definitely assertive in "git'n 'er done."
[Edited on Dec 08, 2004 9:37AM]
Your introvertedness is just a result of your lack of confidence. It's hard to take severe criticism, especially from someone you care about, and it wreaks havoc on your self-esteem. The important thing to remember is that even though it may be personal, don't let it eat you alive. That means they've won and you let them.
All I can say to help you out is listen to some Hatebreed, or some other positive youth hardcore and perservere. I think I get a lot of my attitude from Hatebreed, with the aggressive positive outlook. It's confident and definitely assertive in "git'n 'er done."
[Edited on Dec 08, 2004 9:37AM]