Well I just got the ol' "cannot process your credit card for continuation of subscription" email. So yeah, this is the end my dear (9) friends.
Basically all I have to say is that this site was really great when I first joined, and provided more or less a distraction to the ongoing dilema of my life at that point-- which of course was the...
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Basically all I have to say is that this site was really great when I first joined, and provided more or less a distraction to the ongoing dilema of my life at that point-- which of course was the...
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uhhh...
nothing spectacular happening lately in this humble life of mine. just a steady diet of "go to work, come home, sleep, repeat." the job has steadily been getting better, yet i still feel a little on the outside. at least people have dropped the "yeah you, new guy..." and have pleasantly replaced it with "hey, collin this salad blah blah blah."
still a couple...
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nothing spectacular happening lately in this humble life of mine. just a steady diet of "go to work, come home, sleep, repeat." the job has steadily been getting better, yet i still feel a little on the outside. at least people have dropped the "yeah you, new guy..." and have pleasantly replaced it with "hey, collin this salad blah blah blah."
still a couple...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
you suck. 
back from the dead...minus the caps
so work has been just that. i find myself getting better and more efficient in the kitchen, not falling so far behind during the lunch and dinner rushes. perhaps it's all better since i was "retrained" by a competent employee, not some piece of trailer trash who continually skips work, leaves early, calls in sick, etc. but, like i...
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so work has been just that. i find myself getting better and more efficient in the kitchen, not falling so far behind during the lunch and dinner rushes. perhaps it's all better since i was "retrained" by a competent employee, not some piece of trailer trash who continually skips work, leaves early, calls in sick, etc. but, like i...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
what's worse is that I've actually heard people steal those magnets to put on their own cars.
Blah.
Working blows, so hard. And so do days-off. Luckily I don't get hit with the typical Sat-Sun off, I get Thurs-Fri off. I would like to get more out of my days off, but I don't. Instead, I sit around the house doing jack shit. The other night I picked up Sartre's "Nausea" for a couple hours. I'd like to have the motivation to...
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Working blows, so hard. And so do days-off. Luckily I don't get hit with the typical Sat-Sun off, I get Thurs-Fri off. I would like to get more out of my days off, but I don't. Instead, I sit around the house doing jack shit. The other night I picked up Sartre's "Nausea" for a couple hours. I'd like to have the motivation to...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
it seems like nobody has anything interesting to do this summer. Everyone I know is basically bored. There's not as many good shows going on as I would expect.
Oh well, I guess.
ps. you so need to change your profile pic and add some pictures to your page. That'll give you something to do.
[Edited on Jun 17, 2005 9:51PM]
Oh well, I guess.
ps. you so need to change your profile pic and add some pictures to your page. That'll give you something to do.
[Edited on Jun 17, 2005 9:51PM]
chetbroke:
i read sarte the wall
really good book, one of the stories freaked me out when iwas reading it, thought i was warped into the story. he writes some intense shit.
really good book, one of the stories freaked me out when iwas reading it, thought i was warped into the story. he writes some intense shit.
...how will you ever know that i'm in love with you? that i'm in love with you. you. soft and only. you. lost and lonely. you. strange as angels."
It'd be too creepy to go up to my crushes and play this song on a boombox to them. Sigh. Thank you constricting social norms. But will my crush from this site know? Prolly not. le-sigh....
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It'd be too creepy to go up to my crushes and play this song on a boombox to them. Sigh. Thank you constricting social norms. But will my crush from this site know? Prolly not. le-sigh....
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xmilitaryxmikex:
don't do it! work relationships/flings just end up making things weird or causing drama. it's bad enough when you thought you were being secretive and EVERYONE knows.
Keep your head on your work and your dick in your pants, you'll thank me later for this bit of advice coming from experience.
Keep your head on your work and your dick in your pants, you'll thank me later for this bit of advice coming from experience.
chetbroke:
with age it has a curfew but if you are over 18 there isnt a curfew.
...as the surface of the water drew closer he closed his eyes and felt it all fall away. with the crack of his body on the surface everything splintered into it's final dissolution-- nothingness seeped in from all sides and his mind swam in every direction, freeing him of thought, of worry, of horror, his blood drifted into the depths or circled towards the surface...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
Those kids are everywhere like the fucking plague. Fort Worth is overrun by them and I vehemently despise them. It seems every kid is skinny and effeminite and a carbon copy of each other. It really bothers me that chicks actually like this faggy shit.
What happened to women that actually like MEN?
What happened to women that actually like MEN?
chetbroke:
ya you can buy some stuff from a autoparts store to spray into your ac air ducts to help with the smell, but spray it in while the ac is running. ya vw's are made in mexico now. actually alot of cars are you'd be surprised.
and they still manage to make vw's too expensive for what they are.
and they still manage to make vw's too expensive for what they are.
Alright, my journal entry from earlier today was lame, so here's one that's short.
I don't post on the boards, or in random journals, I save all my thoughts for myself, and then slowly add them here.
The boards and threads tend to irritate me more than anything. I'll have that initial reaction, where everything clogs my brain but if I type fast enough, it'll...
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I don't post on the boards, or in random journals, I save all my thoughts for myself, and then slowly add them here.
The boards and threads tend to irritate me more than anything. I'll have that initial reaction, where everything clogs my brain but if I type fast enough, it'll...
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chetbroke:
hell i turn 27 in july i got none of that.
i'm doomed.
i'm doomed.
xmilitaryxmikex:
24 is getting close on me. I think I might start firebombing shit already.
unlike Zach, everyone else is doomed, not me.
unlike Zach, everyone else is doomed, not me.
Now I remember why I hate working.
The guy who is teaching me the ropes, Niles, has a long curly mullet, wears Harly Davidson hats from Wal-Mart, blasts all sorts of shit on the stereo, which just so happens to be about two feet from my ears, sucks. This morning it was Eminem's first album, which is a different kind of rap, because "he doesn't...
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The guy who is teaching me the ropes, Niles, has a long curly mullet, wears Harly Davidson hats from Wal-Mart, blasts all sorts of shit on the stereo, which just so happens to be about two feet from my ears, sucks. This morning it was Eminem's first album, which is a different kind of rap, because "he doesn't...
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Score! I'm employed!
In a matter of a few minutes, an hour and a half, I'll be starting my three-month tenure at Applebee's, cookin' it up in the back.
I'm fucking freaking out-- I can't remember the last time I was this nervous.
I guess I just don't want to royally fuck up and leave a bad impression on all my new co-workers who will...
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In a matter of a few minutes, an hour and a half, I'll be starting my three-month tenure at Applebee's, cookin' it up in the back.
I'm fucking freaking out-- I can't remember the last time I was this nervous.
I guess I just don't want to royally fuck up and leave a bad impression on all my new co-workers who will...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
sell your blood and your sperm, but never your guitar...
Nothing has been happening, which is a mixed blessing.
No job equals no money. Thus, no money to say, buy new pants, or shorts. I feel absolutely low asking my mom to buy me shit so I abandoned that long ago. Since I've been back though, she's been slipping me 20s once a week behind my sister's back. Lindsey would totally flip if she found...
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No job equals no money. Thus, no money to say, buy new pants, or shorts. I feel absolutely low asking my mom to buy me shit so I abandoned that long ago. Since I've been back though, she's been slipping me 20s once a week behind my sister's back. Lindsey would totally flip if she found...
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xmilitaryxmikex:
I can't believe I can't sleep right now. I went to bed at 1:30am and my eyes slammed open 3 hours later. 
I wouldn't bother trying to rekindle old flames--it doesn't work out ever in the long run. The way I see it (and the way it really is) is that if you don't have her now, you'll never have her again. Even if you do get her back in some way, it'll never be fully or the same as before. Take for example, my Meghan the Flakey issue. No matter what I have a lot of distrust for her and I'd refuse to let her any closer than that sporatic casual meeting--and she fucking knows it. But oh well, fuck her...
Yeah, obviously, I'm glad that it wasn't me, but I'm just so in shock about it all that I don't know if I should feel angry or sad. I'm so hurt by this happening. Her cheating on her boyfriend and leaving him for me is one thing, but this is like she lied to both of us. She knew how I felt about her and she obviously knows how her boyfriend feels, but to let in some random dick is incorrigible. But yeah, if she'd do it to her boyfriend, she'd could have possibly done it to me. She knows for a fact that I would have went bezerk, because I've told her before that I don't fuck around. Especially getting cheated on and especially in a fight. The bottom line is that she lied to us both. What's worse is that a lot people know about this happening, but I think only her sister knows anything about me and her. Fucked up, eh?
I wouldn't bother trying to rekindle old flames--it doesn't work out ever in the long run. The way I see it (and the way it really is) is that if you don't have her now, you'll never have her again. Even if you do get her back in some way, it'll never be fully or the same as before. Take for example, my Meghan the Flakey issue. No matter what I have a lot of distrust for her and I'd refuse to let her any closer than that sporatic casual meeting--and she fucking knows it. But oh well, fuck her...
Yeah, obviously, I'm glad that it wasn't me, but I'm just so in shock about it all that I don't know if I should feel angry or sad. I'm so hurt by this happening. Her cheating on her boyfriend and leaving him for me is one thing, but this is like she lied to both of us. She knew how I felt about her and she obviously knows how her boyfriend feels, but to let in some random dick is incorrigible. But yeah, if she'd do it to her boyfriend, she'd could have possibly done it to me. She knows for a fact that I would have went bezerk, because I've told her before that I don't fuck around. Especially getting cheated on and especially in a fight. The bottom line is that she lied to us both. What's worse is that a lot people know about this happening, but I think only her sister knows anything about me and her. Fucked up, eh?
So I want to take my lip ring out, but I can't. It's a circular ring, minus the ball, so it's a smooth ring. Harder than hell to get a hold of it and even harder to try to remove the middle catch part.
Good thing Billings has a policy of no-facial piercings for employment. Ahh, I'm just bitter, six applications handed in in the...
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Good thing Billings has a policy of no-facial piercings for employment. Ahh, I'm just bitter, six applications handed in in the...
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Will Vince Vaughn ever find a good role?
Just got back from Episode III, and I must say, it's not really that good. Or at least that's my opinion. Sure the storyline picked up and the "acting" was much better than the previous two (cardboard cutouts with dubbing would have sufficed), but I just feel as though there were too many rushed and open ends....
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Just got back from Episode III, and I must say, it's not really that good. Or at least that's my opinion. Sure the storyline picked up and the "acting" was much better than the previous two (cardboard cutouts with dubbing would have sufficed), but I just feel as though there were too many rushed and open ends....
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xmilitaryxmikex:
Keep in mind there's gaps between each movie. So in all that time that Luke and Leia are growing up, Chewbacca's getting the fuck off his Wookie-ass planet.
I could go on about Star Wars, but I'll leave it to my friend Joe who's read all the official Star Wars books. He actually read all of the books while we we on our 3 month deployment to Turkey. Fast-reading geek, I tell ya.
I could go on about Star Wars, but I'll leave it to my friend Joe who's read all the official Star Wars books. He actually read all of the books while we we on our 3 month deployment to Turkey. Fast-reading geek, I tell ya.
xmilitaryxmikex:
They left you in the hotel room alone with Spanish television, eh? I think that one scene in Tommy Boy just came to mind. hahaha
Jason