I know what you mean. Lately I have found myself cutting off the world. I know that this is not good I am working on it. I have this bad habit of meeting new people and then blowing them off. I tell everyone up front that I am an asshole and to not expect too much from me. There is no more exctiement in my life. Nothing calls to me the way it used to. I have given up on having some one beautiful in my life because so far no one has been really worthy. The online world is both beautiful and disgusting to me all at the same time. So many interesting people yet so many delusional people. Confusion and apapthy are close and dear friends. We'll make it through together pumpkin. Chin up and I'll pass the dutchie on de left hand side. It's a frying pan... Sure it is. *inhales and passes to AV*
[Edited on Mar 01, 2005 3:55PM]