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Well I guess Ill give you guys an update

Sunday me and Sassie went to a friends birthday BBQ party, it was good, looks of good friends and peeps with a lot of amazing food!!! It was awesome!!! I filled myself up so much I felt like I was going to burst.

After that we played a nice game called what if? and that was pretty fun too!

But then we called it a night and went home and slept.

Other than that, I almost missed a test and also I scheduled my new classes for next term. I cant believe it but I have less than 3 terms left like 40 weeks left and then Im off to find a real job.

Im really scared about a couple of my classes this term, I keep forgetting assignments and Im afraid I may fail a few, Im really scared but trying to stay positive.

I have also been freaking out a lot about the future

Im really scared that Im in the wrong major, that I will be unhappy, Ive been thinking a lot about a lot of things, just random and deep stuff at the same time. Im also not sure if I want to stay in PA once Im done college. I may move back to New Orleans or I may find a new place to call home Either way Im unsure and scared. Ive been freaking out about classes, money, love, and life.

Also I feel like I dont have any place to turn for advice, Im feeling really alone every now and then and find myself slipping into these terrible moods of pity and low self esteem.

Other than that, Ive been really upset with some of my friends lately (Dont worry no one on here).

But like hometown friends and old friends from over the years its like they are all too busy for me now, like they dont make an effort to just keep communication, it really hurts to feel disposable.

And also Im getting pissed with older friends that call/txt when they have no one else to talk to, when they have lost all their friends, when everyone is passed out, when no one picks up the phone, and Im the last person on the list to call because they know Ill pick up for them. They know Ill be there when no one else will, but then they forget about you, they become too busy but when you just need someone to fucking talk too, they disappear. So Im sick of that shit too and kinda flip on a friend the other night about that.

So enough of that mindless depressing babble, anyways remember when I said I have just been thinking about random stuff?

Well who remembers these old badass cartoons???



Also I love looking at random Mother Mary sightings!



And here are just random things I have found on the internet that tickle my funny bone I also have a guilty pleasure de-motivation images



And one last note these shoes are fucking badass!!! I want them and this shirt!!!



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