I'm thinking about buying a condo downtown. I figure if I take off anywhere I can just rent it out or by the time I'm ready to move out of San Diego all together I can sell it for almost double of what I paid for it. I have pretty much the rest of this month and April to think about it though.
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Court went good.
I have to pay 1700 to "The Man" -- go to a few classes, and spend 4 days feeding bums, really bad food. Oh yeah I forgot my public defender was fucking screaming hot. She has to call me every couple of days to make sure I going to my classes for the next 180 days. I'm thinking me plus her and...
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I have to pay 1700 to "The Man" -- go to a few classes, and spend 4 days feeding bums, really bad food. Oh yeah I forgot my public defender was fucking screaming hot. She has to call me every couple of days to make sure I going to my classes for the next 180 days. I'm thinking me plus her and...
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dylan:
Nope, all English girls are not like me. At least I hope not, that'd be incredibly boring 
switchcomb:
FUCK that shit! I am the ONE
Tomorrow morning I go to court.....YES!! Bleed me dry I fucking love it. 
serpentworship:
Brah,
I really appreciate your comment yesterday. Ultimately, it is true that you can only know a thing by being right down there in it, like you've been in Iraq.
I realize that U.S. troops in general are not intent on destroying Iraq, but sometimes I really believe our government may be. And those troops follow no other orders except those issued from the U.S. government.
But you've been there more than a few times and I haven't. But I *am* beginning to think that war, much like life, is another huge grey area. But it has to be the worst kind of grey area imaginable.
I just hear and see so many stories of increased Iraqi suffering since the U.S. occupation that I can't help but feel profoundly angry. I also hate that we're so caught up in our daily lives over here and that when many of us think of the Middle East, prejudices come into play and we think of these people as somehow lesser than us.
The Middle East can be a magical place with a history nearly as old as man. It has a vibrant past spotlighted by some extraordinary people. I remember reading about Baghdad as a kid and thinking how beautifully wonderous the city seemed. Now, it has been almost completely destroyed. That magic has undoubtedly been snuffed out, along with so many other cities in Iraq and the outlying areas.
Of course, the Middle East has been torn by strife and conflict for a great many decades, but I can only think that this war has only served to exacerbate the problem immensely. Most of the citizens of the area live in mindnumbing poverty, and I don't think most of us here in the prosperous U.S. can possibly undertstand that when things are *that* bad, *all* that you have is religion.
I think religion is absolute dangerous bullshit, but I cannot be so dismissive of it in environments where devastating poverty is so extraordinarily rampant, as is the case in the Middle East. It is one of the very few reasons these people have to live. So, I refuse to take that away from them, but the real solution is to reduce the poverty.
Poverty (and extraordinary desperation) is what engendered the most shameful period in human history, the German National Socialists. Poverty never leads to anything good. Islam is not a violent religion by nature, and it is not a particulary bad religion (though, as I said earlier, I'm not a fan of *any* religion.) But Islam mixed with extreme poverty is a combination that can only have devastating results.
If most Christians were as poor as most Muslims, Christianity would be the scourge of the world. (Not that I don't think it is already.)
Suffice to say that while I agree with msot of what you wrote in your comment, I think the U.S.-led invasion of Iraq has made things far worse for the Iraqi people than they otherwise would have been under Hussein. I don't believe we've done any real good there, but I also don't think we should immediately simply abandon them now that we've fucked them over.
I am very much impressed that you wrote back with such an even-tempered and well-thought critique of my incendiary entry. I really do think that the world would be a better place if more people reacted with the calm and composure that you did, especially considering that you're a Marine. (Yeah, you're not active anymorem, but don't they say "once a Marine, always a Marine"? I've always thought that was pretty cool, actually. I mean, I admire it, because it implies that you never leave them behind.)
As far as contradictory comments go, I find war both repulsive and beautiful. Instruments of darkness (read "weapons of war") have always been extraordinarily compelling to me because I guess I've just always been drawn to those things that concern morbidity and death. I feel that it's part of my nature and that there's nothing I can do about it. In fact, there's nothing I really *want* to do about it. I truly love death and all those things associated with it, be they weapons or instruments of torture or gore or fascist imagery, and though that may seem an extreme statement to make, I can't help but believe it's true.
I suppose I tend to gravitate most toward Nazi imagery not because I am a racist, since I have been and always will be the ultimate enemy of racism. (For example, I was the only white, honorary member of the black fraternity at CSU, Stanislaus from 1991-1992, and part of the reason I love living in San Diego so much is the deep hispanic influence in this region. The latter people are true Native Americans, and they have more to offer our culture than we will peobably ever realize. And I also have a deep love and respect for Jewish culture, which I consider to be comprised of possibly be the most profoundly loving, tolerant, and wonderfully unique people in human history.) But rather I do it because Nazism is so shocking (I love going after the shock value) and may possibly be the only official government in the history of mankind wherein the concern lay almost exclusively with death. [Even the child drummers in the Hitler Youth had huge totenkopfs ("death's-heads") on their emblazoned on their drums.]
So, the "Ich bin kampfbereit" statement simply means I always feel ready for war or at least learning about and immersing myself in war.
In any case, how did the hearing go? I hope it went well, so let me know as soon as you can. I'm sorry I was a bit of a bastard at the beginning of practice on Wednesday, so thanks for putting up with me. I really do consider myself very lucky to have you in the band, and the new bass did indeed sound much cleaner and tighter.
Let me know what's going on with you, and im the meantime, I'll be continuing to work on the band stuff. (Mostly digitizing and website work this weekend. Except for Sunday, when we'll be practicing, of course.)
Auf wiedersehen.
I really appreciate your comment yesterday. Ultimately, it is true that you can only know a thing by being right down there in it, like you've been in Iraq.
I realize that U.S. troops in general are not intent on destroying Iraq, but sometimes I really believe our government may be. And those troops follow no other orders except those issued from the U.S. government.
But you've been there more than a few times and I haven't. But I *am* beginning to think that war, much like life, is another huge grey area. But it has to be the worst kind of grey area imaginable.
I just hear and see so many stories of increased Iraqi suffering since the U.S. occupation that I can't help but feel profoundly angry. I also hate that we're so caught up in our daily lives over here and that when many of us think of the Middle East, prejudices come into play and we think of these people as somehow lesser than us.
The Middle East can be a magical place with a history nearly as old as man. It has a vibrant past spotlighted by some extraordinary people. I remember reading about Baghdad as a kid and thinking how beautifully wonderous the city seemed. Now, it has been almost completely destroyed. That magic has undoubtedly been snuffed out, along with so many other cities in Iraq and the outlying areas.
Of course, the Middle East has been torn by strife and conflict for a great many decades, but I can only think that this war has only served to exacerbate the problem immensely. Most of the citizens of the area live in mindnumbing poverty, and I don't think most of us here in the prosperous U.S. can possibly undertstand that when things are *that* bad, *all* that you have is religion.
I think religion is absolute dangerous bullshit, but I cannot be so dismissive of it in environments where devastating poverty is so extraordinarily rampant, as is the case in the Middle East. It is one of the very few reasons these people have to live. So, I refuse to take that away from them, but the real solution is to reduce the poverty.
Poverty (and extraordinary desperation) is what engendered the most shameful period in human history, the German National Socialists. Poverty never leads to anything good. Islam is not a violent religion by nature, and it is not a particulary bad religion (though, as I said earlier, I'm not a fan of *any* religion.) But Islam mixed with extreme poverty is a combination that can only have devastating results.
If most Christians were as poor as most Muslims, Christianity would be the scourge of the world. (Not that I don't think it is already.)
Suffice to say that while I agree with msot of what you wrote in your comment, I think the U.S.-led invasion of Iraq has made things far worse for the Iraqi people than they otherwise would have been under Hussein. I don't believe we've done any real good there, but I also don't think we should immediately simply abandon them now that we've fucked them over.
I am very much impressed that you wrote back with such an even-tempered and well-thought critique of my incendiary entry. I really do think that the world would be a better place if more people reacted with the calm and composure that you did, especially considering that you're a Marine. (Yeah, you're not active anymorem, but don't they say "once a Marine, always a Marine"? I've always thought that was pretty cool, actually. I mean, I admire it, because it implies that you never leave them behind.)
As far as contradictory comments go, I find war both repulsive and beautiful. Instruments of darkness (read "weapons of war") have always been extraordinarily compelling to me because I guess I've just always been drawn to those things that concern morbidity and death. I feel that it's part of my nature and that there's nothing I can do about it. In fact, there's nothing I really *want* to do about it. I truly love death and all those things associated with it, be they weapons or instruments of torture or gore or fascist imagery, and though that may seem an extreme statement to make, I can't help but believe it's true.
I suppose I tend to gravitate most toward Nazi imagery not because I am a racist, since I have been and always will be the ultimate enemy of racism. (For example, I was the only white, honorary member of the black fraternity at CSU, Stanislaus from 1991-1992, and part of the reason I love living in San Diego so much is the deep hispanic influence in this region. The latter people are true Native Americans, and they have more to offer our culture than we will peobably ever realize. And I also have a deep love and respect for Jewish culture, which I consider to be comprised of possibly be the most profoundly loving, tolerant, and wonderfully unique people in human history.) But rather I do it because Nazism is so shocking (I love going after the shock value) and may possibly be the only official government in the history of mankind wherein the concern lay almost exclusively with death. [Even the child drummers in the Hitler Youth had huge totenkopfs ("death's-heads") on their emblazoned on their drums.]
So, the "Ich bin kampfbereit" statement simply means I always feel ready for war or at least learning about and immersing myself in war.
In any case, how did the hearing go? I hope it went well, so let me know as soon as you can. I'm sorry I was a bit of a bastard at the beginning of practice on Wednesday, so thanks for putting up with me. I really do consider myself very lucky to have you in the band, and the new bass did indeed sound much cleaner and tighter.
Let me know what's going on with you, and im the meantime, I'll be continuing to work on the band stuff. (Mostly digitizing and website work this weekend. Except for Sunday, when we'll be practicing, of course.)
Auf wiedersehen.
Bleh
One more week until I get raped by the San Diego Department of Justice for all my money, but for some strange reason I'm feeling pretty good about.
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bathory:
yea. thats weird.
serpentworship:
Considering I don't think you're online yet, I'll be giving you a ring lata, but for right now, suffice to say that I don't think I'm going to Zombie tonight to listen to Drew spin.
Too much crap to do! (Finances, SSS stuff, all the rest...)
Talk to you later today.
Too much crap to do! (Finances, SSS stuff, all the rest...)
Talk to you later today.
The Raggamuffins Festival - a Tribute To Bob Marley
and a new truck. I am feeling good.
and a new truck. I am feeling good.
smuffy:
dude I will travel with you anywhere you ask me to.
The insurance money is in the mail, oh yeah.o0o0h fucking yeah.
Freedom here I come.
Freedom here I come.
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serpentworship:
And would you be cool with another practice tomorrow night if I can get M to do it?
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serpentworship:
* unintentional lameness *
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I seriously think I have insomnia, this fucking sucks.
I'm going Euro in September.
I think I've learned that I can only go so long in the States before I start to lose my mind. Always got to keep moving.
I'm going Euro in September.
I think I've learned that I can only go so long in the States before I start to lose my mind. Always got to keep moving.
Ive been trying to fight insomnia, well at least what I think is insomnia, I pretty much stay up all night and sleep for most of the day, so the only problem I have is sleeping during the day. I tried saying up for the whole day yesterday and it didnt work I ended up falling asleep at noon and I woke up around 1:30...
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serpentworship:
Also, I definitely appreciate the props on my drumming, man. 
You're a def bassist for sure.
I was kinda thinking about heading over tonight for a practice, actually...
Are you going to be around?
You're a def bassist for sure.
I was kinda thinking about heading over tonight for a practice, actually...
Are you going to be around?
smuffy:
you better go to poland and hungary!!!
Sometimes I am just completely amazed with life beyond words, but then it fades away.
Practicing sobriety and celibacy, does make things interesting. I started this way of purity if that is what you want to call it, not because of any religious or spiritual reasons and not because I felt my life has reached some kind of self-induced implosion. I just felt I needed to easy up on a few things, and look at it from a distant view....
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serpentworship:
I dunno about the new guy. I think he may be a decent guitarist, but I do believe you're right when you say he's not really suited for being our vocalist.
But I think he deserves one more chance if he wants to take it.
We need someone who can play well with others, but who is fucking *pissed as hell*. And hopefully a little crazy.
Like this dude. He might have been pissed off enough for us. You know, if he didn't get capped by the po-lice, that is.
So, anyway, I'll put out more ads today er sumthin...
But I think he deserves one more chance if he wants to take it.
We need someone who can play well with others, but who is fucking *pissed as hell*. And hopefully a little crazy.
Like this dude. He might have been pissed off enough for us. You know, if he didn't get capped by the po-lice, that is.
So, anyway, I'll put out more ads today er sumthin...
serpentworship:
Seriously, though. I am in *full* agreement with you about practicing much more!
It's just that I feel a little uninspired without at least a guitarist like the new guy. I mean, I *know* he'd be good for us in that respect.
So, in addition to putting out another ad for a vocalist, I'm going to go ahead and approach him about a guitar position and temp vocals.
What do you think? (Call me or something about this - aiight?)
Btw, check out D's DA photos: Decided Against
She's teh hawtness.
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It's just that I feel a little uninspired without at least a guitarist like the new guy. I mean, I *know* he'd be good for us in that respect.
So, in addition to putting out another ad for a vocalist, I'm going to go ahead and approach him about a guitar position and temp vocals.
What do you think? (Call me or something about this - aiight?)
Btw, check out D's DA photos: Decided Against
She's teh hawtness.
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But I already have something better that I *know* neither of you will have any complaints about.
It's a great band name, it won't get us confused with anybody else, it's impartial, and it doesn't make political statements.