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Ever have those times when you can't look in the mirror, because you know who you are, and catching a glimpse of that stranger will throw everything out of balance again...

Apartment is slowly getting clean again. Can't do anything about the broken bed except hope that it lasts me how every many months or years until it's time to buy a new one for a new place. Very uncertain right now. I haven't even registered for fall semester because I can't decide if I want to quit my job and work two jobs instead of...
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So. I want to finish school and become a nurse, I don't want to be the manager of a quick lube. I like working there and getting experience as the assistant manager, but it's not a career for me, no matter how good I am it's still just a job.

So when my boss (and ex) got transferred to a busier shop and a newly...
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Okay, I like Everlast, never had anything against him, but I know want to forcefeed shards of his album to him and watch his throat burst and bleed.

It's so much easier to take out aggressive fantasies on imaginary people. The reason for my ill-excused current hatred of Everlast goes back to, what else, the guy, who has been playing the whole album "White Trash...
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Ah. I've slingshot through the drama and back past it and around the corner and come to the point where I'm not so much melodramatic angsty as horny irritated and apathetic.

Reading that last post I don't even understand it because it's somehow unrelated to the situation now. I'm not er, dating that guy anymore? If I ever was. Apparently I had our relationship misconstrued......
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earlier in the evening I planned this entry as starting with "Motherfucking bastard" or something creative like that... but two sam adams and one old friend reunion later, i've almost forgotten the shitty relationship drama that drew me onto the internet in the first place.

But i'm here now, so i'll briefly spew the kind of filth that i constantly rave about detesting on internet...
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Walked the treadmill for a full hour just to see the end of Law and Order :-D Damn rich bitch got aquitted. anyway.

On the way home I stop at McDonalds for a salad and find out that they have these funky "adult happy meals" where you can get soda or water with the salad as well as a little pedometer that tells you how...
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Any suggestions for good East Coast vacations?

Well, I went on orbitz.com, expedia.com, hotwire.com and even the southwest airlines website but coast to coast travel is appearing to be above my means at the moment.

I'm thinking of maybe just heading down south for a few days, hell maybe I'll even saunter down to New Orleans alone, or pop in on family in Texas. The...
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*QUESTION* *What do the different colors mean when people's comments are highlighted?
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Ooh, everyone's talking about vacation time and i'm...balancing my checkbook. Finally in the black for good it seems, which somehow makes me more nervous than been broke and on edge all the time.

June..er, 7th or something, I will have been with the company for 1 yr and entitled to 5 days...
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todays asslines (doesn't feel up to headlines): ARE THERE ANY LESBIANS IN NEW HAMPSHIRE? THEN WTF AM I DOING HERE?!!

::decides to ignore entire issue::

i feel oddly guilty when I see people have been kind enough to comment and then I decide to pop in about two/three weeks later. Pic is indeed from Lain, one of my faves. Still fully intend to see Haibane...
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