Another wednesday, another psyche rotation. Was expecting some excitement, went to the crisis center (psychiatric emergency ward), but instead just saw a lot of fucked up parents and kids. Three teenagers who threatened to kill themselves when their parents tried to lay down some rules. Kids are fucking stupid. There are some truly sick ones, but there are also a lot of idiots, or good...
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nursing school is hardcore this semester, but I have no excuse to fail. this is what I want to do, i'm not going to fuck it up. plus we've started psychiatric clinical rotation in addition to regular med/surg this semester.... it might sound cruel, but it's just honest - seeing the serious problems these people have makes me feel a lot better because I know...
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aj_paradiselost:
Years upon years ago my friend Mashell (Spelled That way) Used to try to commit suicide several times. The worst fucking part was that when she was in her psyche ward rooms that she didn't want visitors. I thought that sucked cause I loved her more than anything in the fucking world. We were a close group that would sit around and drink bottles of Southern Comfort and listen to old school Metallica. I want to find her one day and tell her that when she fucking suffered that she NEVER EVER really suffered alone. That I was with her no matter where she was, that I understood far more than she could fucking ever realize, anyway, why I'm bringing that up? Fuck it, who cares.....L8er...Aj
jeremybeatdown:
hope you have a good vday
stay in touch
<3 jeremy
stay in touch
<3 jeremy
Amazing, less than a month and I'm updating again... the occasion: A new fucking computer!!!! The second iBook has died and in celebration/consolation I bought the only "first gen" computer I've ever owned - a brand spanking new 17" Intel iMac. It's brilliant. It's sexy. Yes, it's 3 inches smaller than the full fantasy, but I'm not complaining. I am feeling the geek diva glory...
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aj_paradiselost:
Well take it easy Anny, don't go burning this one out. So how are ya doing? Obviously like a kid in a candy store with your latest computer gadget. " Geek Diva?" Ha ha, thats fucking funny. Anyway, hope it didn't drain your bank account too much for the thing. WEll have fun teching it out and all, I'll catch ya around beautiful....L8er...AJ
Mmm, yes, happy holidays to all...only a week after the holidays are over. As a retail worker, my brain has finally relaxed from the chaos and I am able to enjoy the first non-holiday weekend of the year. Tomorrow, er, today off to do what I will, and even Sunday will be cake compared to the last few weeks.
I just had an incredible fucking...
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aj_paradiselost:
A packed day off eh? Could be good, could be bad. I went to a Goth club in Philly the other night. I was kind of miserable for lack of Sleep and made a fucking fool of myself. I wanted to kill this dude for being and idiot and my friends were trying to keep me calm. I'm glad I can only dude Goth clubs once in a blue fucking moon. It sounds like you had a great time the other night. So why did you find yourself Jealous of the woman? Was she dating the guy or something or did she just have traits that you maddingly admired? Anyway maybe I will put a pic up of my piercings, christ the fucking hurts? How did you have three in each ear? I wouldn't think three Industrials would fit in one ear? Anyway beautiful, I'll talk to you L8er...AJ
audiophyle:
that sounds like fun livin' to me! time to open up a bottle of rum... 
Err... well my brain has been allowed to reload now that school is over. Damn cheap junior college doesn't know how to post grades on online so I don't know what the official word is but I'm pretty sure I got A's, WITHOUT the soul crushing insanity that my boyrfirend went through, but that is due in part to him taking more classes than I...
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aj_paradiselost:
Hey beautiful, it sounds like you are coming upon a great time. You know what fucking slays me about college? YOu are paying thousands of dollars for an fucking balding, infertile, moron to tell you weather or not you are good enough or meet thier academic standards. Standards which they have more control of more or less then the standards of the college. I don't know, I'm pretty buzzed right now. So months ago you said you were going to put some more pics of you up? So where are they doll. You are such a babe, I think you should grab the camera and take some shots of your gorgeous eyes......OR not, your call.............L8er....Aj
quinine:
Happy Holidays
random update.. looking at candid pics of SG girls at the reading tattoo convention - I remember hearing about that now, my boyfriend's ex went to it. Anway. For some reason the geek in me wants to marry the cute little blonde with "form" tattooed on one wrist, and "function" on the other. She also has a picture of The Little Prince on her back,...
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aj_paradiselost:
I had off and could have gone to that convention but sometimes I'm really not in a driving mood. That was one of those times. Wanting to marry a cute little blond NEVER makes one a geek babe. So how's life? I'm gonna drink this beer and eat an orange. Its about four in the morning, the Gym opens at 5am, maybe I'll head back even though I was just there seven hours ago, we shall see.........L8er..............AJ
halfjack:
the little prince and gir tats are morgan. and she is a walking comic book/science geek. and also hot
Wow, it's been a month since I've been on here. Er. Life is okay, busy season, holidays and school and whatnot. I just haven't been in the mood to look at hot chicks and I've been neglecting blogging. I checked out the SG podcasts but wasn't really impressed, haven't seen the videos yet. I should read more of the interviews, news etc. on this site......
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Hmm, rumours abound. At least one of my favorite SG girls has left, Apnea, and who the fuck can blame her after the site took down two of her abso-fucking-lutely hottest sets. My boyfriends was doing a paper on SG, and after he finished he started discovering pissed off rants and 'alternative' sites supposedly run by angry SG girls who didn't like the way the...
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aj_paradiselost:
Are you still around babe?........L8er......AJ
Two days later and I finally have a moment to revel in childish delight. On Tuesday I got out of class at noon and hopped the R5 to 30th street, took the R7 to Trenton, another train to Penn Station, NYC and finally a taxi to the Barnes n' Noble at Union Square.
I MET NEIL GAIMAN!!!!! It was fabulous!!! He read a chapter from...
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pykus:
Jeeze! I'm jealous. I'm smack in the middle of reading Good Omens... again. I love that book. 
Congratulations!
Congratulations!
aj_paradiselost:
Oh you are such a fanboy.........LOL, I would have liked to sit in on the stuff he had to say. Burst into tears eh? lol, you are wicked funny doll, I bet you have the coolest laugh.
Anyway, the snakes I have? I have a red tailed Boa, and a Kingsnake. But I also have two Nigerian Euromastics, One bearded dragon, One massive Savannah Moniter, one cat and wayyyyy tooo many gold fish.
So any fucking way. It sounds like you had a cool adventure. I haven't had an adventure in awhile.
I do dig animals but in a wierd sort of detached kind of way. I guess it's kind of like sympathy. I feel sorry for them that there really aren't alot of fuckers that have enough empathy to know how they feel about shit, because I know they do feel pain and they do feel fear. But its like, I really don't give a damn about changing the world. All its sickness and for all of its darkness I really admire this worlds unpredictability. I mean if you ask me Heaven sounds like a wicked boring place. Anyway beautiful take care........L8er..........Aj
Anyway, the snakes I have? I have a red tailed Boa, and a Kingsnake. But I also have two Nigerian Euromastics, One bearded dragon, One massive Savannah Moniter, one cat and wayyyyy tooo many gold fish.
So any fucking way. It sounds like you had a cool adventure. I haven't had an adventure in awhile.
I do dig animals but in a wierd sort of detached kind of way. I guess it's kind of like sympathy. I feel sorry for them that there really aren't alot of fuckers that have enough empathy to know how they feel about shit, because I know they do feel pain and they do feel fear. But its like, I really don't give a damn about changing the world. All its sickness and for all of its darkness I really admire this worlds unpredictability. I mean if you ask me Heaven sounds like a wicked boring place. Anyway beautiful take care........L8er..........Aj
Movies to be purchased:
Fever Pitch - Collector's Edition
Brazil - Boxed Set
The Breakfast Club
G.I. Jane
Stanley Kubrick Collection
The Children's Hour
etc. etc.
brain = cheese
Fever Pitch - Collector's Edition
Brazil - Boxed Set
The Breakfast Club
G.I. Jane
Stanley Kubrick Collection
The Children's Hour
etc. etc.
brain = cheese
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pykus:
I'm anxious to get ahold of the hitchhikers guite to the galaxy. I love that book!
jb:
I usually end up watching The Breakfast Club alone. I know every line and people get annoyed
Hope you get everything you wish for!